This is what i would say to my jacob, if i can even say he is mine.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my corazón out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, o the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my corazón out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. tu wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet tu on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But tu cheered her up and protected her.
tu had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten o my corazón doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved tu already, i was 14, tu were 16. And tu entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back tu o my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember tu holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. tu gave up smoking, for me.
tu sent me the most beautiful flores in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
tu were perfect, tu stuck up for me, tu did everything for me, tu carried on even when it hurt you, tu put up with all my shit but most of all, tu loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how tu centered me in everything tu did. And i will always amor tu for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. tu were so scared, but not for yourself, tu thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see tu again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i amor tu jacob....come back for me.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my corazón out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, o the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my corazón out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. tu wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet tu on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But tu cheered her up and protected her.
tu had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten o my corazón doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved tu already, i was 14, tu were 16. And tu entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back tu o my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember tu holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. tu gave up smoking, for me.
tu sent me the most beautiful flores in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
tu were perfect, tu stuck up for me, tu did everything for me, tu carried on even when it hurt you, tu put up with all my shit but most of all, tu loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how tu centered me in everything tu did. And i will always amor tu for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. tu were so scared, but not for yourself, tu thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see tu again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i amor tu jacob....come back for me.
i cant help it oh when will it end i think its going to kill me in the end im sick and tired of it catching me a dark shadow only i can see it tells me to just stop still for one segundo o más time enough to swollow me whole in a life of hate a gore.
( (this is what my dreams are like they feel to real to be not there it anoys me i cant sleep its nearly one in the morning and everyone is asleep but me))
