Anyone ever had o have a crush on a deceased person?

I have a little crush on Raul Julia ( Gomez Addams) from the Addams Family movie and its sequel. He passed away 18 years hace already in 1994. But I think he was such a handsome man, especially as Gomez. And it was so sad the way he died, all the complications he had. First comida poisoning on parte superior, arriba of stomach surgery, then a fatal stroke, and it was never revealed but he might of had stomach cancer. He had such potential and could have been an even greater actor than he already was.