Feeling back.
Part 3
(A/N: OMFG GUYS. I'm SO sorry! I'm so sorry for the long time I took to do this. It's because I'm having a TONS of tests these weeks. And the past weeks, I was doing a lot of school stuff and I just couldn't find any time to finish my article. I finally finished. And I know it's crappy, again. I would really appreciate if tu tell me what tu thought about this chapter and what should I change and this stuff. Hope tu guys like it. :3 So let's get this over with. xD)
Gwen P.O.V
I AM SO ANGRY! How could he?
I kept looking at him, with tears in my eyes, trying to not let them go. I don't want to cry in front of him. I need to be and mostrar that I am strong enough and that's not gonna let me down. Even that it IS letting me down. Anyways. He's just a jerk! A cheater! An asshole... A... UGH! Control Gwen, control.
He pulled the girl away from him and dicho to his friends (or whatever they are): "GUYS! IT'S TIME TO GO AWAY! The party is over."
They just looked at him and kept 'partying', ignoring him. Duncan, totally drunk, got mad and screamed "I dicho GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW!" With that, they were all with wide eyes. I was just looking at the whole situation, controlling myself to not freak out. I am a controlled person. o at least I try to be one. Alright, I need to keep focussed.
His 'guests' went away, looking at Duncan and I with disgusted expressions. I mean, wanting to kill us. After they left, Duncan walked towards me and dicho "Hey babe, tu came earlier, huh?" I looked at him turning myself red. HOW IN THE HELL HE CAN BE SO FAKE LIKE THIS? Oooh, he really gave me nerves now. "Duncan, wow, tu were doing a party while I was gone? And can tu explain to me WHY WERE tu besar AND ALMOST HAVING SEX WITH A GIRL? What does that means?! tu think I'm stupid o something?! Where's the respect!" I said, screaming, pissed, hurt, every bad feeling that tu can imagine. I still don't believe that he changed that much! Where's the old Duncan?!
"WELL LADY, FIRST OF ALL: tu DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT OF SCREAMING WITH ME LIKE THAT, ALRIGHT! AND tu DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT OF BEING MAD! AND segundo OF ALL, THIS IS MY LIFE AND I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT WITH IT! I AM THE FUCKING BOSS HERE, GOT IT?" he said, grabbing my arm and almost breaking it. "NO! I didn't! Cheat on me?! Treat me like a child?! I AM SICK TIRED OF THAT! tu know what? IT'S FUCKING OV-" he cut me off: "HOW DO tu MEAN BITCH? OVER? AREN'T tu DUMPING ME BECAUSE OF ELVIS, ARE YOU?" he said, grabbing my arm even harder, and it was hurting like hell. "NO! I didn't even talk to Trent!" I said. Of course I was lying. But screw Duncan. He lied to me too! "It doesn't matter, I don't want to see tu with him." he said, looking at my eyes with anger. I kept avoiding to look at his eyes.
I wonder why Duncan hates Trent that much. Weird.
I was sooooo pissed. I wasn't controlling myself. Then I just said: "Well, Duncan, I have NOTHING to do with tu anymore. WE'RE DONE! OVER! tu think that tu can control me and LIE to me?! Why don't tu be honest for once and tell me the trut-" he cut me off again, this time, with a slap on my face. Then one más on my mouth. It was really hard so I fell on the ground. My hair was all over my face and i could feel the blood going out of my mouth. I wanted to hold my tears but i just couldn't, so I cried hard.
Duncan kicked me, making me cry even more. He got close to my ear, took my hair out of my face and screamed: "LISTEN CLOSELY BITCH. I AM GOING TO LEAVE, WORRY NOT. And tu wanna know the truth? Yes, yes i've cheated on you. There's a long time i've been doing that, actually. And i don't regret. I was just with tu because... Well, más like a prize... But... Right now? You're useless. That's why I'm leaving. BUT YOU'LL REMEMBER ME. ONE más THING: keep yourself away from Elvis and you'll not see me in the future. Otherwise, you'll never get the chance to BREATH again. Got it sweetheart?" he dicho while smiling a malefic smile. I was crying so hard that I couldn't say anything. I just stayed on the ground. I can't believe I'm going through this... I can't believe he dicho that! Am I that horrible? What happened?!
Before? He would never hurt me. Now? Look at me! That's it, he crossed the line.
He looked at me again. I just kept quiet. "SAY SOMETHING tu WHORE!" he screamed and pick me up por the hair. I screamed out in pain as he kept pushing my hair. Then he let me go and screamed "ARE tu GOING TO BE QUIET NOW?" He looked at me like he was going to hurt me... I'm afraid but... If I want to live, I have to say something. o at least defend myself. o try to.
I took a deep breath while I kept crying."I can be quiet whenever I want to." I whispered between my sobs. I wasn't speaking correctly. I mean, I was almost not speaking. He hit me so hard that my mouth was in pain and blood was going out of it... So it was pretty messed up.
I went quiet again, still crying.
"Yeah, but right now i want to hear you. And I dicho THAT I AM THE FUCKING BOSS, DIDN'T I?" he screamed. Damn, he just keep screaming, I'm getting tired of it. Maybe he could just be part of a Heavy Metal band and leave me alone. Gah. "Why would I receive orders from you? I'm not even your damn girlfriend anymore." I cursed under my breath with the rest of the strengths that I had.
After hearing that phrase, Duncan's face went red. I can tell that he was seriously ticked por that. He looked at me and punched me hard, multiple times. I lost the count. He kept punching me, kicking me... I was so weak that I couldn't even defend myself. I just kept screaming out in agony... No one can hears me. That's so frustrating. Duncan grabbed my arm and... I could hear it cracking. I cried loudly, because the pain was insupportable. He laughed and beat más times.
He threw me on the ground. I fell and cried even more. "*laughs* that's so funny. tu don't even do anything. What's wrong, need a help from Elvis? SUCK IT BITCH!" Duncan said. He kept looking at me and laughing. I can barely move. I'm feeling like shit now. Well, I think that even a shit feels better than me.
He grabbed me again. He was really close to me. más like a face-to-face distance.
He looked at my eyes, while I avoid looking at him. I looked at the ground, the ceiling... everywhere except Duncan. "Awwww, I think I'll miss your face." he dicho with a sarcasm tone. I kept quiet. "Look at me here bitch." I didn't look. I kept looking at the ground. "Ah, let me guess. tu don't want to look at me?" I still didn't say anything. "ANSWER ME o I'LL PLAY WITH YOUR FACE EVEN MORE." (A/N: why does this sounds wrong to me? XD)
I cried in silence and nodded weakly, looking at the ground.
"Psh, so typical." he dicho "Well, at least I've left my marks on you. Do tu think that's enough? o ... Should I make your face look even más hurt?" he said, laughing. I didn't answer. I couldn't say anything and I didn't want to. It would only make the things even worse. " Well, i'll consider that as an 'you-not-caring-for-it'. " he dicho while he was smiling a damn huge malefic smile. I'm so scared. He picked my broken arm and twisted it even more. I screamed and cried hard.
Then he began to puñetazo, ponche me and hit me... Jeez, when will this all end? When will he stop? In what did I just put myself into? I'm miserable now. That's all I was thinking about while Duncan hit me.
After some minutos of pain, Duncan finally stopped. He grabbed me por my good arm, thank god.
"I hope tu like the marks darling." he dicho and smiled evilly while I kept crying. "Have a good rest." he threw me on the ground again. Then laughed and walked away. He closed the door really hard as I cried on the floor. Why does it happens to me?
Trent P.O.V
I'm at the park now. Actually, after Gwen left, I came here. I wanted a quiet place to write a new song. And I'm quite inspired now... Gwen kinda helped me on it. And... I imagine how is she right now. Should I call her? Well, of course that I want to call her... But Duncan wouldn't like that. Meh, I better be quiet, Gwen might have troubles if I call her.
I kept working on my new song. I think that the name will be "feeling back"(A/N: Yay, article's name! =D). Because that's how I feel now... más like somethings are backing... o maybe I'm just nuts now.
Gwen P.O.V
I was on the floor. Cold and dark floor. Blood all over my body. Sorrow over my heart. Weakness over my bones... Pain all over me.
I'm feeling horrible now... But I can't stay here forever.
I tried to get up and I failed, falling again. I cried one más time. I think I've never cried so much like this before... Dear Lord.
I tried again and I finally got up. I walked slowly, because my legs were hurting like hell. I got upstairs más like a tortuga with a leg broken. Or... Someone that have been beaten. Like... I did? Meh.
I went to the bathroom and looked at myself on the mirror. I'm... Looking horrible. Disgusting, to be exact.
Bruises, blood... Marks... And... I don't know... It's just so frustrating...
I washed my face with some water. Then, I took a shower. Barely moving, of course. My arm was hurting so much. I think it really broke... I'm broken, to be honest.
I wrapped myself in the towel. Paying attention in my arm.
Then I looked at my phone, on the bed. Why is it on there anyways? Ugh, it doesn't matter...
I want to call Trent... I need to talk with a nice person now. He seems to be a good choice. Alright, alright. I know that Duncan dicho he was going to kill me if I fecha Trent... But my intentions aren't romantic. I just need a friend now... And I don't think I should say this to LeShawna o Bridge. So... Yeah, I'm gonna call him.
I took a deep breath. Then called him and waited for the answer.
Trent P.O.V
"Uh, hello?" I said, clueless, answering my phone. "Hey Trent." a weak voice that seemed to be in pain said. "Gwen?!" what happened to her? "Yeah..."She dicho struggling to talk. I bet that Duncan did something. That jerk.
"Is everything fine with you?" I asked concerned. Gwen wouldn't call me for a stupid reason.
"No. Somethings happened. Can tu come here? I need a friend..." she wants me to come over her house? Weird. But of course I'll not refuse. "Alright, give me the address and I'll be there in a minute."
After that, she gave me the address and hung up. Wait... What about Duncan? I don't even want to imagine what would happen if he sees me at Gwen's house... But I have to help her, she needs me. Well, at least... I think she does.
I walked to my car and drove fast as I could in the away to Gwen's house.
After 10 minutes, I finally got there. I walked towards the door and rang the bell, waiting, but looking around to see if Duncan was there o something like this. I hope not.
Gwen P.O.V
After I hung up, I put some clothes on and struggled to walk downstairs. When I got there, I sat on the sofá and waited for Trent to mostrar up. I kept holding my broken arm because of the pain and cried a little bit remembering of what happened. At least I look less ugly now... The blood disappeared; I guess it was because of the water and such... So... Yeah. I was in deep thoughts, well, I mean, I was thinking, when suddenly, I heard the campana ringing. Is that Trent? Wow, he was fast.
I walked over and opened the door, a little ashamed of the bruises that Duncan left on my face... I hope Trent doesn't notice. When I opened the door and looked at Trent, I noticed that he was with a concerned look, like if someone died in front of him o if something really bad happened. "Hey! Gwen! What's the matter? I came as fast as I could, I'm sorry if it took too-" I cut him off :"Trent, don't be sorry. It didn't take so long, actually, tu were pretty fast. And chill out, first of all, tu have to get inside. Come here." I dicho laughing a little because of the concerned look in his eyes. He is so cute when he is concerned! Gosh, Gwen, stop it, tu are looking like a fangirl. Chill. Out. Girl.
Trent walked inside and I sat on the couch. He sat siguiente to me. But I bet that he noticed my bruises and also noticed that I kept holding my broken arm. Actually, If I didn't do that, I think it would hurt even more. Anyways. He looked at my eyes and vice-versa. " Gwen, oh my goodness, what D... I mean, what happened?!" he dicho getting closer to me, but even más concerned this time. "Ah... Trent... I... " I was so ashamed that I couldn't even say anything! God, I'm so stupid! "You...? Tell me Gwen, I can help you. Please." he dicho looking deeply into my eyes.
Trent P.O.V
"Tell me Gwen, I can help you. Please." I dicho and looked deeply into her beautiful black eyes... That were hurt. She was hurt, I could literally see that. I couldn't stand seeing her like this, it was breaking me into pieces... I, I mean, I mean, not that I like her o anything, don't get me wrong, hehehe. God, whatever.
She looked down and finally spoke. Barely spoke.
"Duncan... He cheated on me and... He ... Beat me. I really don't know why but... We... We had a fight and... " she dicho looking totally ashamed. "Wow..." I was breathless. I couldn't believe that he did this with her! " I'm so sorry, I don't even know what to say..." I dicho with a sad tone.
Alright, that he is a jerk I already knew. But I didn't know that he was actually going to beat Gwen!
She looked down, totally ashamed and cried loudly. I got close to her and hugged her. "Shhh, shhh... It's okay, it's okay." I said, hugging her tightly as she cried down my chest. Am I going to be considered a weirdo if I say that I was enjoying the hug? Well, what can I do? She was hugging me so tightly... And I was missing that feeling... Feeling her close to me. tu know... I... No... I can't fell for her again... Not again.
But she... She is so... Especial. Well... Hold on heart, hold on.
She was really hurt... And she kept crying and sobbing... I was enjoying the hug but I don't want to see her crying because of a jerk like Duncan. I swear to God that if I see he again he WILL GET WHAT HE ACTUALLY DESERVES.
I have to say something to calm her down... I don't my Gwen crying. Ooh, I mean, I don't want Gwen, yeah, Gwen, GWEN crying. Not mine. Not. Hahaha.
"Gwen, please. I don't like to see such a pretty girl like tu crying." I said. Damn. The words went out of my mouth and I didn't even think about what I was saying. I hope she doesn't mind... I continued to say: "He is a jerk and I'm sure that he'll get what he deserves... But please, don't cry." she kept crying but then calmed down a bit and looked at me. I smiled weakly at her and wiped her tears away with my thumb. She smiled a very weak smile at me and hugged me again. I hugged her back... YEAH! Oh... I mean, cool. don't get me wrong.
"Thanks for being here, Trent." she dicho looking at me again. "I'll be here every time tu need me." I smiled. She went quiet but smiled too.
Then she looked down, I wonder why. Suddenly, everything went silence.
I was with no idea of what should I say and... To break the silence, I said: "Ahm... What happened to your arm? Is everything fine with it?"
"I don't know... I think Duncan broke it. It's hurting." She dicho grabbing her arm and looking down. "WHAT?! HE BROKE YOUR ARM? Jeez, Gwen, we have to go to the hospital, now!" I can't believe this... I knew he wasn't a good person! I'm pissed now, what a coward person... Beat a woman? Break her arm? That's what cowards do. No, I mean, not even cowards do that. I think they are better than his 'type'. "No Trent, I... I'm...-" I cut her off: "Gwen, tu can't stay this way. Please, let me take tu to he hospital, they can take care of tu well." "Okaaaay... You're right." She dicho and smiled at me. I smiled back. She kinda blushed as I kept smiling. She is so cute when she blushes! Oh wait. I didn't mean that. I swear I... Who am I fooling with his shitty talk? I'm so stupid sometimes.
I got up and waited for her. She wasn't getting up so well... So I helped her with it. I put her good arm on my back and held her waist, to keep her balanced and guide her to the car. She smiled at me while I guided her. "Thanks." she whispered. "No problem." I whispered back.
We got close to the car and I put her into it. I walked over to close the house's door and also the car's door. Then I got into the car and we drove to the hospital.
Gwen kept silent through most part of the ride. I bet it's because of the pain she is feeling.
Gwen P.O.V
We arrived at the hospital. Trent helped me to walk again... What a sweetheart. Anyways.
We walked into the hospital and Trent went to talk to the receptionist as I kept around there.
He walked over and got close to me "So... The lady dicho that we should go that way. There is a doctor that will help tu with the arm." He said, pointing at the way that we should go. Trent began to walk but I kept there, in the same place, not moving. He turned back. "Gwen? What's wrong? Do tu need help?"
Want the complete truth? No, I don't. I'm kinda ok with walking now... As long it isn't far, I can walk slowly. I just struggle to lift my feet out of the ground. That's the matter of the thing. But... I really liked the way Trent touched my waist. That sounds weird, I KNOW! But... God, I think I'm falling for him again. Duncan will kill me, I can't like Trent! I don't want to... I don't know, die so young, I still want to see my paintings in some museum... Follow my dream, tu know. I'm so scared. I can't like Trent, I can't!
"Gwen?" Trent asked, really close to me but waving at my face, to see if I would pay attention at him. "Oh god, sorry Trent, I was thinking about something... I'm sorry." I dicho and then laughed nervously. "It's cool." Trent dicho and smiled at me. "What did tu ask me?" I dicho and kept smiling nervously, in a weird way. "Ahm, if tu needed a help to walk. tu know, I can help tu if tu want to." he said, still smiling. "Hmmm... I would like if tu do that." I dicho and then giggled. Trent was clueless but he smiled at me, mostrando his teeth. So cute!
He helped me out and we got to the room. There was an old guy with some glasses on. I think that's the "doctor".
I went inside and sat on the chair, close to the doctor, to talk to him and such. Trent didn't sit but he was close to the door. The doctor began to talk. "Hello missy. So, what's the matter with you?" "Uhm, I think I broke my arm..." I dicho looking down a bit. "Well, let me see this."
Part 3
(A/N: OMFG GUYS. I'm SO sorry! I'm so sorry for the long time I took to do this. It's because I'm having a TONS of tests these weeks. And the past weeks, I was doing a lot of school stuff and I just couldn't find any time to finish my article. I finally finished. And I know it's crappy, again. I would really appreciate if tu tell me what tu thought about this chapter and what should I change and this stuff. Hope tu guys like it. :3 So let's get this over with. xD)
Gwen P.O.V
I AM SO ANGRY! How could he?
I kept looking at him, with tears in my eyes, trying to not let them go. I don't want to cry in front of him. I need to be and mostrar that I am strong enough and that's not gonna let me down. Even that it IS letting me down. Anyways. He's just a jerk! A cheater! An asshole... A... UGH! Control Gwen, control.
He pulled the girl away from him and dicho to his friends (or whatever they are): "GUYS! IT'S TIME TO GO AWAY! The party is over."
They just looked at him and kept 'partying', ignoring him. Duncan, totally drunk, got mad and screamed "I dicho GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW!" With that, they were all with wide eyes. I was just looking at the whole situation, controlling myself to not freak out. I am a controlled person. o at least I try to be one. Alright, I need to keep focussed.
His 'guests' went away, looking at Duncan and I with disgusted expressions. I mean, wanting to kill us. After they left, Duncan walked towards me and dicho "Hey babe, tu came earlier, huh?" I looked at him turning myself red. HOW IN THE HELL HE CAN BE SO FAKE LIKE THIS? Oooh, he really gave me nerves now. "Duncan, wow, tu were doing a party while I was gone? And can tu explain to me WHY WERE tu besar AND ALMOST HAVING SEX WITH A GIRL? What does that means?! tu think I'm stupid o something?! Where's the respect!" I said, screaming, pissed, hurt, every bad feeling that tu can imagine. I still don't believe that he changed that much! Where's the old Duncan?!
"WELL LADY, FIRST OF ALL: tu DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT OF SCREAMING WITH ME LIKE THAT, ALRIGHT! AND tu DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT OF BEING MAD! AND segundo OF ALL, THIS IS MY LIFE AND I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT WITH IT! I AM THE FUCKING BOSS HERE, GOT IT?" he said, grabbing my arm and almost breaking it. "NO! I didn't! Cheat on me?! Treat me like a child?! I AM SICK TIRED OF THAT! tu know what? IT'S FUCKING OV-" he cut me off: "HOW DO tu MEAN BITCH? OVER? AREN'T tu DUMPING ME BECAUSE OF ELVIS, ARE YOU?" he said, grabbing my arm even harder, and it was hurting like hell. "NO! I didn't even talk to Trent!" I said. Of course I was lying. But screw Duncan. He lied to me too! "It doesn't matter, I don't want to see tu with him." he said, looking at my eyes with anger. I kept avoiding to look at his eyes.
I wonder why Duncan hates Trent that much. Weird.
I was sooooo pissed. I wasn't controlling myself. Then I just said: "Well, Duncan, I have NOTHING to do with tu anymore. WE'RE DONE! OVER! tu think that tu can control me and LIE to me?! Why don't tu be honest for once and tell me the trut-" he cut me off again, this time, with a slap on my face. Then one más on my mouth. It was really hard so I fell on the ground. My hair was all over my face and i could feel the blood going out of my mouth. I wanted to hold my tears but i just couldn't, so I cried hard.
Duncan kicked me, making me cry even more. He got close to my ear, took my hair out of my face and screamed: "LISTEN CLOSELY BITCH. I AM GOING TO LEAVE, WORRY NOT. And tu wanna know the truth? Yes, yes i've cheated on you. There's a long time i've been doing that, actually. And i don't regret. I was just with tu because... Well, más like a prize... But... Right now? You're useless. That's why I'm leaving. BUT YOU'LL REMEMBER ME. ONE más THING: keep yourself away from Elvis and you'll not see me in the future. Otherwise, you'll never get the chance to BREATH again. Got it sweetheart?" he dicho while smiling a malefic smile. I was crying so hard that I couldn't say anything. I just stayed on the ground. I can't believe I'm going through this... I can't believe he dicho that! Am I that horrible? What happened?!
Before? He would never hurt me. Now? Look at me! That's it, he crossed the line.
He looked at me again. I just kept quiet. "SAY SOMETHING tu WHORE!" he screamed and pick me up por the hair. I screamed out in pain as he kept pushing my hair. Then he let me go and screamed "ARE tu GOING TO BE QUIET NOW?" He looked at me like he was going to hurt me... I'm afraid but... If I want to live, I have to say something. o at least defend myself. o try to.
I took a deep breath while I kept crying."I can be quiet whenever I want to." I whispered between my sobs. I wasn't speaking correctly. I mean, I was almost not speaking. He hit me so hard that my mouth was in pain and blood was going out of it... So it was pretty messed up.
I went quiet again, still crying.
"Yeah, but right now i want to hear you. And I dicho THAT I AM THE FUCKING BOSS, DIDN'T I?" he screamed. Damn, he just keep screaming, I'm getting tired of it. Maybe he could just be part of a Heavy Metal band and leave me alone. Gah. "Why would I receive orders from you? I'm not even your damn girlfriend anymore." I cursed under my breath with the rest of the strengths that I had.
After hearing that phrase, Duncan's face went red. I can tell that he was seriously ticked por that. He looked at me and punched me hard, multiple times. I lost the count. He kept punching me, kicking me... I was so weak that I couldn't even defend myself. I just kept screaming out in agony... No one can hears me. That's so frustrating. Duncan grabbed my arm and... I could hear it cracking. I cried loudly, because the pain was insupportable. He laughed and beat más times.
He threw me on the ground. I fell and cried even more. "*laughs* that's so funny. tu don't even do anything. What's wrong, need a help from Elvis? SUCK IT BITCH!" Duncan said. He kept looking at me and laughing. I can barely move. I'm feeling like shit now. Well, I think that even a shit feels better than me.
He grabbed me again. He was really close to me. más like a face-to-face distance.
He looked at my eyes, while I avoid looking at him. I looked at the ground, the ceiling... everywhere except Duncan. "Awwww, I think I'll miss your face." he dicho with a sarcasm tone. I kept quiet. "Look at me here bitch." I didn't look. I kept looking at the ground. "Ah, let me guess. tu don't want to look at me?" I still didn't say anything. "ANSWER ME o I'LL PLAY WITH YOUR FACE EVEN MORE." (A/N: why does this sounds wrong to me? XD)
I cried in silence and nodded weakly, looking at the ground.
"Psh, so typical." he dicho "Well, at least I've left my marks on you. Do tu think that's enough? o ... Should I make your face look even más hurt?" he said, laughing. I didn't answer. I couldn't say anything and I didn't want to. It would only make the things even worse. " Well, i'll consider that as an 'you-not-caring-for-it'. " he dicho while he was smiling a damn huge malefic smile. I'm so scared. He picked my broken arm and twisted it even more. I screamed and cried hard.
Then he began to puñetazo, ponche me and hit me... Jeez, when will this all end? When will he stop? In what did I just put myself into? I'm miserable now. That's all I was thinking about while Duncan hit me.
After some minutos of pain, Duncan finally stopped. He grabbed me por my good arm, thank god.
"I hope tu like the marks darling." he dicho and smiled evilly while I kept crying. "Have a good rest." he threw me on the ground again. Then laughed and walked away. He closed the door really hard as I cried on the floor. Why does it happens to me?
Trent P.O.V
I'm at the park now. Actually, after Gwen left, I came here. I wanted a quiet place to write a new song. And I'm quite inspired now... Gwen kinda helped me on it. And... I imagine how is she right now. Should I call her? Well, of course that I want to call her... But Duncan wouldn't like that. Meh, I better be quiet, Gwen might have troubles if I call her.
I kept working on my new song. I think that the name will be "feeling back"(A/N: Yay, article's name! =D). Because that's how I feel now... más like somethings are backing... o maybe I'm just nuts now.
Gwen P.O.V
I was on the floor. Cold and dark floor. Blood all over my body. Sorrow over my heart. Weakness over my bones... Pain all over me.
I'm feeling horrible now... But I can't stay here forever.
I tried to get up and I failed, falling again. I cried one más time. I think I've never cried so much like this before... Dear Lord.
I tried again and I finally got up. I walked slowly, because my legs were hurting like hell. I got upstairs más like a tortuga with a leg broken. Or... Someone that have been beaten. Like... I did? Meh.
I went to the bathroom and looked at myself on the mirror. I'm... Looking horrible. Disgusting, to be exact.
Bruises, blood... Marks... And... I don't know... It's just so frustrating...
I washed my face with some water. Then, I took a shower. Barely moving, of course. My arm was hurting so much. I think it really broke... I'm broken, to be honest.
I wrapped myself in the towel. Paying attention in my arm.
Then I looked at my phone, on the bed. Why is it on there anyways? Ugh, it doesn't matter...
I want to call Trent... I need to talk with a nice person now. He seems to be a good choice. Alright, alright. I know that Duncan dicho he was going to kill me if I fecha Trent... But my intentions aren't romantic. I just need a friend now... And I don't think I should say this to LeShawna o Bridge. So... Yeah, I'm gonna call him.
I took a deep breath. Then called him and waited for the answer.
Trent P.O.V
"Uh, hello?" I said, clueless, answering my phone. "Hey Trent." a weak voice that seemed to be in pain said. "Gwen?!" what happened to her? "Yeah..."She dicho struggling to talk. I bet that Duncan did something. That jerk.
"Is everything fine with you?" I asked concerned. Gwen wouldn't call me for a stupid reason.
"No. Somethings happened. Can tu come here? I need a friend..." she wants me to come over her house? Weird. But of course I'll not refuse. "Alright, give me the address and I'll be there in a minute."
After that, she gave me the address and hung up. Wait... What about Duncan? I don't even want to imagine what would happen if he sees me at Gwen's house... But I have to help her, she needs me. Well, at least... I think she does.
I walked to my car and drove fast as I could in the away to Gwen's house.
After 10 minutes, I finally got there. I walked towards the door and rang the bell, waiting, but looking around to see if Duncan was there o something like this. I hope not.
Gwen P.O.V
After I hung up, I put some clothes on and struggled to walk downstairs. When I got there, I sat on the sofá and waited for Trent to mostrar up. I kept holding my broken arm because of the pain and cried a little bit remembering of what happened. At least I look less ugly now... The blood disappeared; I guess it was because of the water and such... So... Yeah. I was in deep thoughts, well, I mean, I was thinking, when suddenly, I heard the campana ringing. Is that Trent? Wow, he was fast.
I walked over and opened the door, a little ashamed of the bruises that Duncan left on my face... I hope Trent doesn't notice. When I opened the door and looked at Trent, I noticed that he was with a concerned look, like if someone died in front of him o if something really bad happened. "Hey! Gwen! What's the matter? I came as fast as I could, I'm sorry if it took too-" I cut him off :"Trent, don't be sorry. It didn't take so long, actually, tu were pretty fast. And chill out, first of all, tu have to get inside. Come here." I dicho laughing a little because of the concerned look in his eyes. He is so cute when he is concerned! Gosh, Gwen, stop it, tu are looking like a fangirl. Chill. Out. Girl.
Trent walked inside and I sat on the couch. He sat siguiente to me. But I bet that he noticed my bruises and also noticed that I kept holding my broken arm. Actually, If I didn't do that, I think it would hurt even more. Anyways. He looked at my eyes and vice-versa. " Gwen, oh my goodness, what D... I mean, what happened?!" he dicho getting closer to me, but even más concerned this time. "Ah... Trent... I... " I was so ashamed that I couldn't even say anything! God, I'm so stupid! "You...? Tell me Gwen, I can help you. Please." he dicho looking deeply into my eyes.
Trent P.O.V
"Tell me Gwen, I can help you. Please." I dicho and looked deeply into her beautiful black eyes... That were hurt. She was hurt, I could literally see that. I couldn't stand seeing her like this, it was breaking me into pieces... I, I mean, I mean, not that I like her o anything, don't get me wrong, hehehe. God, whatever.
She looked down and finally spoke. Barely spoke.
"Duncan... He cheated on me and... He ... Beat me. I really don't know why but... We... We had a fight and... " she dicho looking totally ashamed. "Wow..." I was breathless. I couldn't believe that he did this with her! " I'm so sorry, I don't even know what to say..." I dicho with a sad tone.
Alright, that he is a jerk I already knew. But I didn't know that he was actually going to beat Gwen!
She looked down, totally ashamed and cried loudly. I got close to her and hugged her. "Shhh, shhh... It's okay, it's okay." I said, hugging her tightly as she cried down my chest. Am I going to be considered a weirdo if I say that I was enjoying the hug? Well, what can I do? She was hugging me so tightly... And I was missing that feeling... Feeling her close to me. tu know... I... No... I can't fell for her again... Not again.
But she... She is so... Especial. Well... Hold on heart, hold on.
She was really hurt... And she kept crying and sobbing... I was enjoying the hug but I don't want to see her crying because of a jerk like Duncan. I swear to God that if I see he again he WILL GET WHAT HE ACTUALLY DESERVES.
I have to say something to calm her down... I don't my Gwen crying. Ooh, I mean, I don't want Gwen, yeah, Gwen, GWEN crying. Not mine. Not. Hahaha.
"Gwen, please. I don't like to see such a pretty girl like tu crying." I said. Damn. The words went out of my mouth and I didn't even think about what I was saying. I hope she doesn't mind... I continued to say: "He is a jerk and I'm sure that he'll get what he deserves... But please, don't cry." she kept crying but then calmed down a bit and looked at me. I smiled weakly at her and wiped her tears away with my thumb. She smiled a very weak smile at me and hugged me again. I hugged her back... YEAH! Oh... I mean, cool. don't get me wrong.
"Thanks for being here, Trent." she dicho looking at me again. "I'll be here every time tu need me." I smiled. She went quiet but smiled too.
Then she looked down, I wonder why. Suddenly, everything went silence.
I was with no idea of what should I say and... To break the silence, I said: "Ahm... What happened to your arm? Is everything fine with it?"
"I don't know... I think Duncan broke it. It's hurting." She dicho grabbing her arm and looking down. "WHAT?! HE BROKE YOUR ARM? Jeez, Gwen, we have to go to the hospital, now!" I can't believe this... I knew he wasn't a good person! I'm pissed now, what a coward person... Beat a woman? Break her arm? That's what cowards do. No, I mean, not even cowards do that. I think they are better than his 'type'. "No Trent, I... I'm...-" I cut her off: "Gwen, tu can't stay this way. Please, let me take tu to he hospital, they can take care of tu well." "Okaaaay... You're right." She dicho and smiled at me. I smiled back. She kinda blushed as I kept smiling. She is so cute when she blushes! Oh wait. I didn't mean that. I swear I... Who am I fooling with his shitty talk? I'm so stupid sometimes.
I got up and waited for her. She wasn't getting up so well... So I helped her with it. I put her good arm on my back and held her waist, to keep her balanced and guide her to the car. She smiled at me while I guided her. "Thanks." she whispered. "No problem." I whispered back.
We got close to the car and I put her into it. I walked over to close the house's door and also the car's door. Then I got into the car and we drove to the hospital.
Gwen kept silent through most part of the ride. I bet it's because of the pain she is feeling.
Gwen P.O.V
We arrived at the hospital. Trent helped me to walk again... What a sweetheart. Anyways.
We walked into the hospital and Trent went to talk to the receptionist as I kept around there.
He walked over and got close to me "So... The lady dicho that we should go that way. There is a doctor that will help tu with the arm." He said, pointing at the way that we should go. Trent began to walk but I kept there, in the same place, not moving. He turned back. "Gwen? What's wrong? Do tu need help?"
Want the complete truth? No, I don't. I'm kinda ok with walking now... As long it isn't far, I can walk slowly. I just struggle to lift my feet out of the ground. That's the matter of the thing. But... I really liked the way Trent touched my waist. That sounds weird, I KNOW! But... God, I think I'm falling for him again. Duncan will kill me, I can't like Trent! I don't want to... I don't know, die so young, I still want to see my paintings in some museum... Follow my dream, tu know. I'm so scared. I can't like Trent, I can't!
"Gwen?" Trent asked, really close to me but waving at my face, to see if I would pay attention at him. "Oh god, sorry Trent, I was thinking about something... I'm sorry." I dicho and then laughed nervously. "It's cool." Trent dicho and smiled at me. "What did tu ask me?" I dicho and kept smiling nervously, in a weird way. "Ahm, if tu needed a help to walk. tu know, I can help tu if tu want to." he said, still smiling. "Hmmm... I would like if tu do that." I dicho and then giggled. Trent was clueless but he smiled at me, mostrando his teeth. So cute!
He helped me out and we got to the room. There was an old guy with some glasses on. I think that's the "doctor".
I went inside and sat on the chair, close to the doctor, to talk to him and such. Trent didn't sit but he was close to the door. The doctor began to talk. "Hello missy. So, what's the matter with you?" "Uhm, I think I broke my arm..." I dicho looking down a bit. "Well, let me see this."
