a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see tu cry, the first to make tu smile when tu arrived, the only one to welcome tu as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what tu feared,

What made tu laugh,

And what made tu hurt.

The one person that actually cared for tu and tu cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

tu blame yourself.

If tu hadn't lost your temper, if tu had just listened to what he was going to say, tu would be with him where ever he is.

tu know tu cant live without him.

The one tu grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those esmeralda green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave tu alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

tu cant take it much more, as tu stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as tu remember the día he demanded the parte superior, arriba appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh tu give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

tu curse the fact he brought tu to do this.

tu hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always amor you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

tu do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.