I was with the best guy (let's call him 'mark'). Mark asked me out last year, but I turned him down because I thought he wasn't very good looking or whatever. Then at the beginning of this year, I was like, 'Whoa!' and I was head over heels for Mark. I flirted, he flirted back..it went on in that way for a while. Then he asked me out and I said yes.
But being the dope that I was, I broke up with him. I think I got possessed becasue I still don't know why I did. But I hate myself because I broke up with Mr. Perfect. I think I actually could have married this guy eventually.
Let me tell you why he was perfect: First of all, he is INSANELY good looking. Short, but still hot. And I think I am ugly (zits, fat, bad teeth) but Mark saw BEHIND my face, to my heart. at first he said I was pretty, that was flattering enough, and then he said I was beautiful. He's smart and caring and funny.
Now I want him back more than anything but he has a girlfriend. I asked his sister if they were serious, but she doesn't know much, just says she's really pretty but clingy.
I don't want to turn into those crazy jealous ex gf's especially because I broke up with HIM. But I think I love him..I just want him back!!!
Plus this isn't a school romance. He took her to a movie today and their parents know and everything.