As most of tu know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in amor with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got inicial and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got inicial and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she dicho no but today she told me she lied. So this is what disney amor feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I mostrar everyone my letter, so here it is.

hola Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop tu from leaving. I’ve had other friends mover to different schools but it was different with tu because you’re más than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so tu wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at tu and dicho that I hated tu but tu know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of tu as más than a best friend o a sister. When I got inicial I listened to sad amor songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about tu I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in amor with you.

I know that we sort of tried to fecha during freshman año but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up por breaking up with tu was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what tu and Ryan are together but I really wanted tu to know how I feel. If tu truly amor Ryan más than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave tu alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing tu from him. tu and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known tu since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if tu and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I dicho that I loved you. I kept thinking if tu and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know tu use to think of me that way and I don’t know if tu still do but if tu do than tell me. Even if tu don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish tu would try to convince your mom to let tu stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, o got pregnant) and angry with their parents, o Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need tu por my side at school! I can’t live without tu because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if tu can’t and tu do amor me, I’ll get my license and drive to see tu every Saturday. I’ll call tu everyday to talk to you! Even if tu don’t amor me I’ll still call tu every día to talk to you. I would give up everything to have tu stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re corazón was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and amor him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know tu don’t want to leave and tu won’t be happy so tu really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without tu I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if tu don’t amor me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell tu about this and I’m still scared. So what do tu have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help tu stay! I amor you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I amor you!