OK where are u getting this from? Heaven is for everyone and who dicho we'd get pampered? And one last thing: Are u willing to LET yourself suffer? I'm not. Hell, living on this Earth is bad enough.
Love, respect, a world where no one is an asshole so that I won't have to torture myself por getting headaches due to thinking of a plot to make that world........ (shouts in a pillow) ...but mostly the first two. And tacos. And música that doesn't involve myself hitting my face with my hand repeatedly which happens a lot this century.
I apologize for the long answer, but I really had to let my issues out. Again.
I guess what I kind of need is love. But not the one you're thinking. Family love. I know my parents amor me, (and when I say that, I don't include dad. This is gonna sound rude, but my step dad will feel más like a father to me than my actual sad excuse of a father.) And I mean my friends. I guess I would feel happier if my friends showed they cared. o maybe even guys who may be interested in me... too much to ask?
Love, respect, to know that it doesn't have to fear trusting others (I have this problem a lot) And MUSIC....music is one of my escapes from the world when it gets bad.
