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…………Merry Christmas! publicado hace más de un año
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HOW DARE tu TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? reportar NOW!!!!!!!!!!! publicado hace más de un año
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panther-jewel apoyar por mí a my articles
Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull tu down, I just needed tu to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. publicado hace más de un año
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The Delena endgame is the only thing that I wish for, the story itself allows no other way to be ended, and I put everything else aside in the last eventful years (taking care of my Dad, mourning with my family after that, making a real start in working life, losing my unborn nephew, feeling with my sister after that, …) and made DE what kept me going through everything because I had no doubt about them truly belonging together and ending up with each other (hints, signs, parallels, …). I am still very hopeful, but I don’t have them that present anymore to get me through whatever I have to face, and I can’t get over all of it until the story – o at least, Damon’s part (the remaining Delena part) – will be over for good. I have never been so obsessed about something, I desperately NEED their happily-ever-after, but my condition already improved in me being able to eat eggplants again and coming back to enjoy watching DE fan videos. hace más de un año
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Delena scenes from the mostrar have silent moments that allow me to think, and it is hard for me to deal with times when I have nothing to do and my always present sadness hits me even harder. I have no experience with strong emotions, I have always been a rational person with not many emotions, and I haven’t cried in I don’t know how many years before; but I now tear up several times each día for already much más than half a year. And I can’t tell many people around me what is wrong, I wouldn’t understand someone being broken because a fictional couple was put on hold, so that I can’t even work things out with other people around. hace más de un año
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But Delena will always be my true life purpose, and although I am grateful for the on-going DE beauty and have never lost my confidence in the final end of the story, I am increíble sad and devastated as well as incredible emotionally empty and numb at the same time. It can only be healed por the Delena endgame, that is the only hope that I have left, while a part of me is probably broken beyond repair for good. hace más de un año
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I didn’t want tu to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed o smiled in más than half año now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. publicado hace más de un año
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I can only continue because of our wonderful DE family, and I always feel better when I see your beautiful Delena posts. I would also appreciate new posts on your Damon spot, but nobody can really help me these months, and I only survived because I truly am a strong person. I tend to feel even worse though when I have to see how sad and helpless my loved ones feel because of my condition, that is so emotional and completely different from my so far rational and emotion-weak character. hace más de un año
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But I agree with and like your Lema about not having to apologize for surviving, I hope that tu had a great time in Paris (sorry for being late with that wish), and to answer your question: It changed here just a couple of months ago, but like tu dicho yourself, not that much. hace más de un año
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Any chance I could get tu to vote and maybe leave a comentario in this disney encuesta I made here:

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I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and comentario and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) publicado hace más de un año
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My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my corazón and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. publicado hace más de un año
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But I am none the less honestly happy for tu and glad that tu sound so very happy. After what tu told me about your life, and what else tu probably haven’t mentioned, tu truly deserve all of the happiness that tu can get. And I deeply wish tu all the best for universidad as well as for everything else that is important to you. hace más de un año
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And while one should be protected if age, mental health o whatever exclude the possibility of making real decisions (animals, children, senile people, those with severe mental disabilities, …), it is in all other cases already for a long time (should have been from the start anyway) necessary, right and needed for everybody to have an official and por everyone accepted relationship with whom he o she loves, no matter the sex, age difference, skin colour, religion, nationality o whatever. hace más de un año
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Well, I will give tu some time and wait for tu to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if tu have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that más people follow tu on tumblr than come to my fanpop perfil that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. publicado hace más de un año
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I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen por the other people around here. So, tu really don’t need to come back if tu already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy tu being at peace with what tu do. I will let tu decide if tu feel más under surveillance there o bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to tu no matter where. publicado hace más de un año
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Like I said, there wasn’t any opportunity for much new for a while now, so that there is really nothing to tell. But after taking care of my father went almost straight to getting into working life, I - in the little time that I have - very slowly prepare moving out when I don’t have the schooling part siguiente to work anymore (probably not siguiente año when school end, but the año after that, when everything will be settled). And for now, I am just happy to have gotten through the middle exams and to get the chance to cut down learning – at least, until siguiente spring. hace más de un año
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I am also always happy to hear from tu and hope that we can stay in touch por trying to keep up writing. publicado hace más de un año
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I miss tu so much, Chia, my wonderful Delena sister! hace más de un año
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I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss tu so very much. I feel terrible because tu again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that tu did. tu should read the articulo on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. publicado hace más de un año
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Buona Pasquetta! hace más de un año