learing to let go is like jumping out of an airplan with no para shoot
Alec pulled up at his house, we didn't talk the whole way there. I knew I should give him time to cool off, he opened my door for me and I got out of the car. When we got inside we went straight to the Coach, he went to the cocina and poured us some drinks. For a while we sat there not saying anything, Then he stood up and offered me his hand.
Sill not saying anything we walked out the door hand and hand, I didn't know where we were going but I trusted him. I smiled to my self I never trusted anyone before not even when my family was still alive. Alec drove us to Rose hill, we hiked up to the parte superior, arriba and sat down. He stared talking first. "I'm sorry about what happened, it just that-" I shook my head "Thank you, I mean I don't even know why I gave that dumb culo the time of day.
Alec laughed, "why did you?" he dicho all of a sudden, I thought for a moment and then shrugged my shoulders. "I don't really know, I guess it's because he made me fill like I was wanted." Alec looked at me not quite understanding I sighed. "It's complicated I guess I stared to let my guard down, ever since..." I drifted off the only people who knew about my family was Manny, Jane, Aunt Maggie and me. I did a pretty good job of keeping it out of the paper.
Alec looked at me, I made sure to avoid his eyes, "ever since your family died." He finished for me, I nodded not quite caring how he knew about it. We were quite for a few minutes, "I know how it fills" I looked at him "excuse me?" He rolled his eyes, "I know how it fills to lose some one tu Love, some one tu hold dear to your heart."
I played with the césped, hierba looking ever where but his eyes. "Alec?" I said, he took my hand. "what is it Naomi?"
I shook my head "never mind." Alec gave my hand a squeeze, "you want to know who I lost." I nodded filling like we did this before, "I lost my Parents." I could almost here the pain in his voice, but I could also tell that he was smiling. "How'd tu get threw the pain?" I dicho not wanting to cry, Alec scooted closer to me. "By holding on to the good times." He pushed my chin up so I would be looking up at him.
"You know" I dicho falling victim to his gaze "Your not as scary as everyone says tu are." Alec laughed and I laughed with him, and we both laughed at each other. The sun was about to set, it was getting late. I started to get up, but Alec stopped me. He took my hand his eyes seemed to change color with the sun set, it was a deeper blue.
We sat there looking in to each others eyes, He leaned in. He was going to kiss me, but did I want to kiss him back? I liked Alec I really did, but I didn't want to go threw the pain. I was sick of The whole 'love game' and how it only brought pain. I didn't pull away though I couldn't even if I wanted to. I closed my eyes and when I opened the Alec was on the ground. Manny standing in front of him. I was both relived and mad.
"What the Fuck" Manny dicho walking towards me. I backed up he looked mad. Manny smiled glad that I was afraid of him. "Hola Chica" I backed away from him, "W-What do tu want." Manny smiled "I want tu Chica" I shook my head, "go away." Manny didn't like that, He came towards me, and grabbed hold of my risk. He forced me to stand up, Alec jumped on his back. "Back the Fuck off." Alec punched him in the noise And Manny stared poring out blood "Son of a *****" Manny dicho he made a movie towards me and Alec Pushed him back hard. Manny got up and looked at the two of us, He point to me. "This isn't over" he looked at Alec, "That goes for tu to."
Alec looked at me, "Are tu okay?" I nodded, I wanted to know how Manny found me. Then I remembered This is Manny's Territory, him and his rich foot ball friends hang out here, being pigs. Alec came over to me, "You want to go home." It wasn't a pregunta but I still answered it. "Yes" Alec nodded, seeming a little disappointed. He opened the door for me, and I got in. We arrived at my house, Alec hadn't dicho a word.
7:00 Pm Tuesday 2010
Alec grabbed my hand be for I got out of the car, he pressed it to his chess, "be safe" he whispered. He tried to kiss me, but I pulled away. He smiled, Knowing why I did it. I smiled back thanking him. I opened my door got out and walked in side the house, My aunt wasn't home. I turned around an waved Alec off, he waved back and drove off.
9:00 pm Tuesday 2010
The dream stared off the same, but this time, before the house caught on fire. I ended up at Alec's house. I walked in to the living room but he wasn't their. I found him in his room, it was cool nothing i excepted it to be. He invited me to sit down on the cama siguiente to him. I did that, I started to get sleepy. I laid down, and Alec laid siguiente to me. I fell asleep in his arms.
Hope this wasn't long, I just get lost in the story, Plz rate and comment.
I wrote this is five minutes. Not that good, I know.
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope tu enjoy.
Read to the rhythym tu would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat por his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the siguiente time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope tu enjoy.
Read to the rhythym tu would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat por his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the siguiente time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two por fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make amor to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the rosas are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two por fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make amor to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the rosas are dying
