A dream.
Your life is never going
to be a dream.
Dreaming of
better days,
you're hoping
that pain will
amor tu less,
but pain
loves tu more.
You're still
that sad child,
tu have never gotten
away from your past.
Your destiny
is bounded
for their sins.
tu cannot wash yourself,
tu cannot be yourself.
They see you
as their opportunity
to restore
their failures,
but they don't see
that your desires
are being smashed,
your identity is
being erased.
tu don't remember
who that person is,
tu don't dream
anymore,
tu don't rejoice
anymore,
tho you're still
that sad child
trapped within
their misfortune.
They want tu
to play por their rules,
all they know is how to
command,
but they don't see you,
they don't feel
the sorrow inside your
empty eyes,
those used to shine.
And you're still
that sad child
full of hope,
crashed por unfilled
dreams,
smashed por their
bitterness.
And your identity
is being erased,
you're life is fading.
The joy of living
tu don't see,
tho tu still have
your dreams,
tu still want those
better days,
that sad child
still lives inside you.
Your life is never going
to be a dream.
Dreaming of
better days,
you're hoping
that pain will
amor tu less,
but pain
loves tu more.
You're still
that sad child,
tu have never gotten
away from your past.
Your destiny
is bounded
for their sins.
tu cannot wash yourself,
tu cannot be yourself.
They see you
as their opportunity
to restore
their failures,
but they don't see
that your desires
are being smashed,
your identity is
being erased.
tu don't remember
who that person is,
tu don't dream
anymore,
tu don't rejoice
anymore,
tho you're still
that sad child
trapped within
their misfortune.
They want tu
to play por their rules,
all they know is how to
command,
but they don't see you,
they don't feel
the sorrow inside your
empty eyes,
those used to shine.
And you're still
that sad child
full of hope,
crashed por unfilled
dreams,
smashed por their
bitterness.
And your identity
is being erased,
you're life is fading.
The joy of living
tu don't see,
tho tu still have
your dreams,
tu still want those
better days,
that sad child
still lives inside you.
The pain tu caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears tu left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my corazón beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain tu left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend tu were when tu were here
But the legacy in my corazón that tu left!
The burning tears tu left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my corazón beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain tu left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend tu were when tu were here
But the legacy in my corazón that tu left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? tu ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most popular boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the lobo pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.
It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. tu See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason tu Cried On The Way Home. The Reason tu Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are tu Doing Here?" dicho Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I dicho Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," dicho Victoria Khan Placing Her libros On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are tu Doing Here?" dicho Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I dicho Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," dicho Victoria Khan Placing Her libros On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.