Will the pain ever go away?
Bella fan fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one rápido, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. o any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the cama my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my almohada and laid down. I didn’t put my cama clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
hola Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad dicho I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I amor u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I amor u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting tu out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 minutos after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me o tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it dicho Jasper tu would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses tu so much. tu kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting tu soon, Bella. I promise tu will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The día went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d dicho hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward o someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my cama as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are tu staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I amor you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward dicho and picked me up, bridal style.
Bella fan fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one rápido, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. o any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the cama my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my almohada and laid down. I didn’t put my cama clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
hola Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad dicho I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I amor u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I amor u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting tu out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 minutos after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me o tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it dicho Jasper tu would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses tu so much. tu kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting tu soon, Bella. I promise tu will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The día went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d dicho hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward o someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my cama as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are tu staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I amor you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward dicho and picked me up, bridal style.
I get people asking me this pregunta all the time...................
Is there an Edward out there for us?
I always reply 'no', there is no such thing as a vampire for starters, but apart from that, there could be no one, as loving, as kind, as dedicated as Edward, but people belive they are guys out there, that are like Edward.
so i have decided to do a experiment. i would like ten girls plus me, to become a team and to build up a dating site, for people who are aged 12 to 16. after a mes of this, we will ask all the girls who joined the site, did they find someone (a guy) who was as loving and kind and dedicated as Edward. after we find out the results, we will post them here for you!
so if anyone out there would like to help me build up a dating site and get this Experiment up and running please contact me withen 2-3 days. thanks,
please leave comentarios if u would registrarse the dating site.
Is there an Edward out there for us?
I always reply 'no', there is no such thing as a vampire for starters, but apart from that, there could be no one, as loving, as kind, as dedicated as Edward, but people belive they are guys out there, that are like Edward.
so i have decided to do a experiment. i would like ten girls plus me, to become a team and to build up a dating site, for people who are aged 12 to 16. after a mes of this, we will ask all the girls who joined the site, did they find someone (a guy) who was as loving and kind and dedicated as Edward. after we find out the results, we will post them here for you!
so if anyone out there would like to help me build up a dating site and get this Experiment up and running please contact me withen 2-3 days. thanks,
please leave comentarios if u would registrarse the dating site.
Buff wolfman Alex Meraz (Paul) revealed at a Twilight convention this weekend that he may have played his role a bit too intensely during a run-in with lead heroine Kristen Stewart–
“I decided, all right, the lobo Pack stay up all night looking for who’s killing people on the res, so we don’t sleep very much. So I thought it would be a great idea if I stayed up for 10 days straight.” What should have been a simple scene — a confrontation between Bella (Stewart) and the lobo Pack — became, in Meraz’s mind, his “Brando moment.” Wanting to try something different, the actor played the scene overly aggressive: screaming, grabbing Stewart por the throat, hurtling his line at her.
“[Director] Chris Weitz comes off-set like, ‘Yeah, I like the energy Alex, but just take it down a little,’ ” Spencer chimed in: “Meanwhile the producers are freaking out back there.”
” ‘Cause nobody touches Kristen Stewart,” joked Meraz.
“I decided, all right, the lobo Pack stay up all night looking for who’s killing people on the res, so we don’t sleep very much. So I thought it would be a great idea if I stayed up for 10 days straight.” What should have been a simple scene — a confrontation between Bella (Stewart) and the lobo Pack — became, in Meraz’s mind, his “Brando moment.” Wanting to try something different, the actor played the scene overly aggressive: screaming, grabbing Stewart por the throat, hurtling his line at her.
“[Director] Chris Weitz comes off-set like, ‘Yeah, I like the energy Alex, but just take it down a little,’ ” Spencer chimed in: “Meanwhile the producers are freaking out back there.”
” ‘Cause nobody touches Kristen Stewart,” joked Meraz.