Jake and I haven't been really speaking today. He thinks I messed up big time yesterday por telling the truth. I think he messed up big time por being rude. Sometimes girls just get moody, and he should know that por now.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair comprar is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few segundos I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a emparedado, sándwich de in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy o what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the comprar getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can tu put down the emparedado, sándwich de for like five minutes? Because I can't take tu seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the emparedado, sándwich de on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, o what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
The problem with being upset is that it brings all the negative things in your life to attention. Jake and I are not doing so well money wise. His repair comprar is okay but not making enough money to support us. I haven't been to work since the wedding. I thought that once I was married, I wouldn't have to worry about working. Wrong idea.
I kinda feel like I am just useless, and not helping at all. I almost want to go back to work, seeing that we are broke and all. And I am not interested in money from my family. I don't want a hand out.
I walk over to my laptop and go to Hulu. There is nothing for me to do but watch old Saturday Night Live clips. Too bad for me.
I glance down at my phone and think about working again. Yeah I should be on maternity leave, but I could still work anyways.
After thinking about it for a few segundos I realize that, that is a stupid idea in of it's self.
"Jake."I feel like we need to talk about everything, not just sit around.
He walks into the living room with a emparedado, sándwich de in his hand. His face looks surprised to even hear my voice.
"What?" He asks as he takes a huge bite.
I feel my self squint at how much he eats, not that he isn't a big guy o what ever but it is still gross.
"How much business is the comprar getting?" I try to start our conversation off with questions. Just to make sure that he doesn't get mad at my speculation.
"Not too many, why?"
"Can tu put down the emparedado, sándwich de for like five minutes? Because I can't take tu seriously when your eating like that." I request.
"Sorry." He mutters as he places the emparedado, sándwich de on the table
"Jake let me just get to the point. We are loosing money and if we keep it up we won't be able to provide for little Micah." He sits down as I speak and places his arms around me.
"I know we are, but I am trying to bring business back up." He tries to reassure me, but I don't feel reassured.
"If we have to we can get a loan." He continues, but I hate the idea.
"But we are not taking anything from my family." I feel the need to clarify with him.
He doesn't say anything for a long time, and just holds me.
I don't know what's coming, o what to expect, but i do know that we will always be together.
I haven't read any of the libros yet, but i did watch all of the cine released until now. I want to say that the story of the Twilight series is simply great! The intense love, the romantic atmosphere...everything in it is very involving! while watching both movies, my mouth was dripping and my body completely still. It was as if my mind was the only part of my body that was active. I was totally into it! I will watch both cine again and i'll get totally inspired again. My feelings were totally mixed! I was engulfed por the magic of love!
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Summary: Edward reminisces about his 'lost' first love.
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I was just wondering what the official name for people who crave vamps and werewolfs etc.
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do tu think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
i ve heard of twihards and fanpires but are there at least any original classifications. If Im going to be a mega fan shouldnt i have a beter way of calling my self a super fan
I ve sort of came up with a few that i think have potential . .
1.twissessed(twilight, obssessed)
2.vampchaser
3.twiniacas(twilight,maniacs)
4.twifreak
5.vamphunter
6.twicrazed
7.twimazed(twilight,amazed)
8.Edlover(Edward lover)
9.wolfhugger
10.twipeople
Which classificaton do tu think makes at least the most sense?????!!!!!!
We were together, meant forever
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared por a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He dicho I could
But 1 condition he carried
He dicho he'd do it
But only if we got married
I thought so
Till Jasper came after me
And Edward thought oh no
So the Cullens had to leave
And I was so down
But that's when Jacob came in
And things turned around
I became reckless
Just to hear Edward's voice
I was so out of it
I didn't have a choice
Me and Jacob were friends
Till we didn't talk for a while
Then he told me his secret
As before, I wasn't scared por a mile
Edward thought I was dead
So he went to the Volturi
But then he changed his mind
Once he finally saw me
So when we got back home
To have Edward, I was happy
I wished to be like the Cullens
But then he wanted to stop me
He dicho I could
But 1 condition he carried
He dicho he'd do it
But only if we got married
When we first met
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then tu took me
To your special hideaway
So tu could mostrar me what you're like
In the light of day
My corazón was racing
I was falling for you
My only pregunta was
Do tu feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3
And I first looked in your eyes
I couldn't help myself
I was hypnotized
And then I found out
Your one big secret
I was in danger
But I wasn't scared a bit
So then tu took me
To your special hideaway
So tu could mostrar me what you're like
In the light of day
My corazón was racing
I was falling for you
My only pregunta was
Do tu feel this way too
Then one day
My blood was wanted
It hurt so bad
I thought I was dead
Then he saved me
And I got my answer
I does feel the same way
So now it's forever <3