" I would like to Run away from You, But If tu din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called amor to Me.. I was in amor and this was the amor at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. amor took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face inicial while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me por Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can tu please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for tu on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the parte superior, arriba Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. o may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, amor finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do tu keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would tu like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made tu so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself adelante, hacia adelante to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did tu meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... o May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell tu later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last día I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I amor You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. por Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's día when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in amor with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his corazón one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in cama before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are tu Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell tu later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to mover a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the cama and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. tu finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called amor to Me.. I was in amor and this was the amor at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. amor took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face inicial while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me por Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can tu please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for tu on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the parte superior, arriba Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. o may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, amor finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do tu keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would tu like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made tu so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself adelante, hacia adelante to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did tu meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... o May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell tu later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last día I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I amor You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. por Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's día when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in amor with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his corazón one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in cama before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are tu Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell tu later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to mover a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the cama and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. tu finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...
Well, alot of tu know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the enlaces tab o a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the pregunta is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if tu have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do tu guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed por Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed por Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)