This one is a long one :D enjoy
Bella's pov
I was running back inicial when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I dicho in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, vampiros don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 minutos and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened siguiente but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I dicho so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing tu all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are tu sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint tu know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few segundo I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are tu okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I dicho back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought por myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black parte superior, arriba that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, tu didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I dicho at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a pregunta actually” I dicho to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are tu a 100% sure vampiros can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just frozen to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he dicho and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were tu all talking about” I dicho with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that tu asked that question” he dicho strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still dicho In a caring way
“Why do tu think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do tu mean imagining things” he dicho confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time tu start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only dicho “Did tu throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he dicho again
“Bella, when was the last time tu and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and dicho Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do tu think is wrong with me” I dicho panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps tu should come to my house and I’ll examine tu further there, he dicho even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are tu coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I dicho starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he dicho I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, tu should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward dicho worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a kiss on my forehead
“Are tu sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I dicho to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were mostrando his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are tu ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he dicho strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
Bella's pov
I was running back inicial when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I dicho in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, vampiros don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 minutos and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened siguiente but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I dicho so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing tu all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are tu sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint tu know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few segundo I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are tu okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I dicho back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought por myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black parte superior, arriba that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, tu didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I dicho at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a pregunta actually” I dicho to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are tu a 100% sure vampiros can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just frozen to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he dicho and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were tu all talking about” I dicho with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that tu asked that question” he dicho strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still dicho In a caring way
“Why do tu think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do tu mean imagining things” he dicho confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time tu start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only dicho “Did tu throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he dicho again
“Bella, when was the last time tu and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and dicho Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do tu think is wrong with me” I dicho panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps tu should come to my house and I’ll examine tu further there, he dicho even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are tu coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I dicho starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he dicho I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, tu should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward dicho worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a kiss on my forehead
“Are tu sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I dicho to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were mostrando his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are tu ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he dicho strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
So I found one Twilight page which, among other things, has a lista of ships and stories for every ship. I didn't make any of these, all credits goes to link. there are some ships still available for fanfic so if tu are interested go on that page and make it.
I allocated a lista of most interesting ships. What do tu think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
I allocated a lista of most interesting ships. What do tu think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the corazón which will stop beating soon, the corazón which was the reason for me to live, the corazón which she had dado to me to keep seguro just like how I had dado her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the corazón which will stop beating soon, the corazón which was the reason for me to live, the corazón which she had dado to me to keep seguro just like how I had dado her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.