I hold tears back...
The thought of such a close friend
Leaving you
Is horrible.

It feels like life is over,
Like...there's no point in living anymore,
If your best friend is gone,
There's no one to keep the warmth
With tu anymore.

What's the point of life
If tu don't have any friends
To share it with?
It's all over,
All of it.

No one's coming to calm me down,
And I'm not going to let them either.
I want to remember my closest friend...
But it's not easy,
If tu have to leave them.

She will always be in my heart
She was an amazing friend to me,
She brought me so much joy
And happiness,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I still could see...
Because of her.

It...feels like betrayal to me,
Even if I know it isn't.
It feels like my closest friend
Had not seen any light inside of me,
And for that, she left me.

Sometimes,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I could still see light,
Because of my closest friend...
Without her,
All I see is pure darkness today.

Time to mover on now,
But it's not going to be easy.
After being with her for all these years...
Now, I have to leave her.

As we say our last parting words...
I hug my best friend
In earnest,
Allowing my tears to drip on her face,
The tears of friendship.