I don’t want to fangirl for a celebrity 

I'm glad to read I'm not the only Severus fan aged +40 around. I totally agree with the author. I'm a Severus fan, yes, but I like the actor Alan Rickman for what he brings to us as an artist. I'd like to meet him and discuss with him about his art. But I'm not interested in his private life or each of his least movement in his life. I think I'm already so much rewarded by what he gives through his movies and plays. I'm so touched by the emotions he can convey as an actor. I don't need to fantasize about him. I have Severus for that and that's enough.