You've done this. You've done this to me. You've made me this way. Were tu not thinking? Were tu not in the right mind? How could tu have made me this? How could tu do that to a child who would grow up to become what I am today? I had no clue. I didn't know any better. I was so young. This was tu who did this. I try so hard. To undo your wrongs. But it is so hard. I fear I will never recover. I amor tu with all my corazón but you've done this to me. You've give this to me. It holds me back. It kills my dreams. I want to do some many things and now I fear that I can not because of what tu have done. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to have what tu do. It holds tu back. It's killing you. It's hurting me. I don't want that for my life. I want to be my own person. Not who you've made me. Why? Why did tu do this? tu didn't think to what this might lead to in the future. I will not stand for this. I'm not going to be like you. I won't. I'll make it. Watch me. Just watch me.

tu left everything tu had. tu came to my family. tu made me. Then tu left. tu left us. tu left us all alone. tu went back to where tu came from. Was I not good enough? How could tu just leave us? Have tu no heart. Have tu no soul. Have tu no sense of decency. tu may have helped to bring me into this world but tu didn't help raise me to become a part of it. If I met tu I would ignore you. If I met tu I would hate you. I never want to see you. tu don't really care. And tu don't amor me.

Im walking home.. ur gone. i start to walk más and then rain pours down on me. I never felt like this u promised me that u wouldnt leave me. I may stay the night with ally but shes with her bf.. Im just gonna go to a hotel and sleep there. I walk and cry im just gonna go home. when i do go inicial i climb the árbol and go in the window and look in the mirror was i to ugly 4 u?!? I take out some scissors and cut my hair and arms and i pretty now?.. I go to the cama room and let the blood drip on the floor let me hair lay down its ugly. Ur werent gonna leave me u promised me!! i stare at the blank muro my world is gone. i cant take the pain any más i get a call.. it from my mom and dad their gonna b inicial soon great.. i sit up and look at what ive done to myself no más me im done being the bright girl im done. I start screaming why u leave me!!! I Tried to explain to u! but no! U LEFT ME I LAUGHED AT THE THE UGLY GIRL IN THE MIRROR. well guys thats it till part 2 hoped u liked it!!