Jacob rubbed her bare back with his right hand and smiled "I amor you"
"I amor tu too" Sara smiled back and looked up in his eyes "With all the times we've done this, I`ve never asked tu about your scars. I know what most of them are from, but I'd like to ask anyways."
Jacob grinned and sat up. "No. It's okay." He lifted his left arm and pointed to the brownish line on his bicep. "I got that when Darren, Sam, and I were playing with wooden swords. Sam stabbed me and I cried for my Mom for 45 minutes." He flipped his arms over and glanced at his wrists while sighing "Those are from the past suicide attempts o just accidental deep cuts"
Sara helds his hands and kissed his wrists. "That was the past. Don't worry. I`m here for you."
"These were from Conner..." Jacob dicho pointing to the faded words on his stomach and legs.
"Well, tu have control over him now. Plus, you've been sober and clean for so long. he won't bother us" Sara grinned, softly besar him.
"Sometimes, I have those dreams I had when I was 16.... The ones when I forever become Conner and kill everyone I love..." he looked in her eyes while sighing "Sometimes, I think it's going to happen"
"He only comes out when tu drink, use o cut. But it's been seven years, Jacob." she smiled then added "and in my opinion, that makes tu strong."
Jacob smiled and wrapped his arms around Sara's waist. "Really?" he asked, his eyes beaming.
"Really..." She replied besar him softly. Sara then ran her hands up and down Jacob's chest while saying "Plus, I find them super sexy, Mr. Jones."
Jacob laughed and rolled on parte superior, arriba of Sara. "Is that right, Mrs. Jones?" he whispered besar her neck.
She leaned her head back and smiled, her cheeks lighting up with a rosy rosado, rosa tone. Jacob brought his hands up to her hips and began to tickle his wife softly.
She cried out and playfully slapped him on the cheek. "Jacob! Stop it!" She laughed.
Jacob reached over to the lamp and felt around for the switch. Sara reached down and ran her fingers around his pelvis. As he turned of the light, Jacob moaned in pleasure. Sara laughed and soon, they consumed themselves in lust and fell asleep in each others arms.
I sit at the cocina mesa, tabla with my coffee and nook.
Sipping the sweet amargo, amargos substance and I turn page after page.
I hear a drip, drop and patter outside
The stormy sky cries icy drips of rain.
I turn around and fix my eyes on the pooling puddles.
My chest aches and I try to breathe in the sweet scent.
The glass door open and the screen closed.
A gust of chilling air sweeps in and chills me to the the center of my dance induced aching bones.
I close my eyes and think of my love.
So far but so close.
I miss him.
My chest tingles and heats with the sudden thought of him
And I've never felt más alone.
Sipping the sweet amargo, amargos substance and I turn page after page.
I hear a drip, drop and patter outside
The stormy sky cries icy drips of rain.
I turn around and fix my eyes on the pooling puddles.
My chest aches and I try to breathe in the sweet scent.
The glass door open and the screen closed.
A gust of chilling air sweeps in and chills me to the the center of my dance induced aching bones.
I close my eyes and think of my love.
So far but so close.
I miss him.
My chest tingles and heats with the sudden thought of him
And I've never felt más alone.
Good Vs Evil
Dear Jacob,
We haven't talked so your probably won't care.......It was hard for me to tell this so thats why im shaking on the inside.I just cant ........anymore im not going to unfan you,or hurt tu because i'll be hurt too.Im just not going to talk to tu anymore.Its not tu .........its just me a things.....again your probably dont care because your very happy right now.......im mean like i'll still be on here.......just not talking to you......Anways, i had a lot of great times with tu through our friendship but its all ended.Im sorry......hate me all tu want i'll understand.......
have fun with life
Your Former Friend,
Tatyana
We haven't talked so your probably won't care.......It was hard for me to tell this so thats why im shaking on the inside.I just cant ........anymore im not going to unfan you,or hurt tu because i'll be hurt too.Im just not going to talk to tu anymore.Its not tu .........its just me a things.....again your probably dont care because your very happy right now.......im mean like i'll still be on here.......just not talking to you......Anways, i had a lot of great times with tu through our friendship but its all ended.Im sorry......hate me all tu want i'll understand.......
have fun with life
Your Former Friend,
Tatyana
My tears fall,
Down onto the desk.
Jumping with sobs,
And shaking with shudders.
People ask if I'm okay,
I don't know, am I?
Wishing to slice,
As I sit through my classes.
Another visit to the hospital,
Just what I need.
My chest aches, breaks
And my corazón shatters.
Nelly Is back.
Seeking to ruin me,
Again.
He was mine,
But now I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!
Connor may have been in control,
But he's apart of Jacob,
He is jacob!
My teacher taps on my desk,
And slides me her notes.
Spacing out again, I guess.
Drowning in my algebra 3.
My mind fixes into it and the paper is finished.
The campana rings and I'm off to English.
Thanks for screwing me over Nelly.
Do I have to say it?
Alright.
Fuck tu Nelly,
And thanks for screwing me over,
AGAIN!!!!
Down onto the desk.
Jumping with sobs,
And shaking with shudders.
People ask if I'm okay,
I don't know, am I?
Wishing to slice,
As I sit through my classes.
Another visit to the hospital,
Just what I need.
My chest aches, breaks
And my corazón shatters.
Nelly Is back.
Seeking to ruin me,
Again.
He was mine,
But now I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!
Connor may have been in control,
But he's apart of Jacob,
He is jacob!
My teacher taps on my desk,
And slides me her notes.
Spacing out again, I guess.
Drowning in my algebra 3.
My mind fixes into it and the paper is finished.
The campana rings and I'm off to English.
Thanks for screwing me over Nelly.
Do I have to say it?
Alright.
Fuck tu Nelly,
And thanks for screwing me over,
AGAIN!!!!
Im no longer me when im hurt,when i want tu to be there your just sitting there while i have a gun on my cama ready to end my life. I feel like the devil has taken over me when i hurt tu but when i let go i break down into cries wondering why i just hurt you.
Im no longer me when im sleep i have nightmares of me hurting innocent humans.I wake up and i think of the evil thing that has taken over me.Im saying help me help me but its like tu dont hear me.Im so loud but tu dont listen because im evil.
Im no longer me when im sleep i have nightmares of me hurting innocent humans.I wake up and i think of the evil thing that has taken over me.Im saying help me help me but its like tu dont hear me.Im so loud but tu dont listen because im evil.
