sitting there looking out my barred window
looking at the 2 amor birds
fluttering their wings
they look so sweet and so in amor
I frown....
will I ever have that?
I wonder most my life
in and out of ppls worlds
fake ppl that say they amor me
when they only truly want to use me
to hurt me then lose me
I am selfish
all I have dreamed of was
amor
family
understanding
laughter
friendship
I am selfish
a stubborn mother who wasn't suppose to bare me
a fathers hate bc of the lose of his wife
a mean hearted brother that hated the air I breathed
lies
abuse
hate
is what I...
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