Post Trial Era (2005) / October 2005 Londres Visit

I truly believe that each time he dicho that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd amor me,no matter what I was,but he'd amor me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the día throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I amor MICHAEL,that...

The boys and Joesph got inicial and everyone greeted them."You're home! Yayy!!" Randy dicho hugging them."So... how was Motown?" Katherine asked."It was good" The four boys said."Yeah and Gordy listened to our song and then dicho it needed bajo to this part and then the song was better!" Michael said."That's wonderful!" Katherine replied."Mom, I got to tell tu something" Michael dicho pulling his mom aside."What is it?" Katherine asked."It's about Mariah!" Michael said."Yeah, what about her?" Katherine asked excited."We're boyfriend and girlfriend and I kissed her and she kissed me back!" Michael...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just lost my best friend what was I going to do
The siguiente morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i dicho hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...

As I sat on my cama watching youtube videos for the past 7 hours I had no idea what time it was til I herd the door campana ring and I knew exactly who it was so I closed my laptop and ran down stairs trying not to trip in my heels trying to get to the door before anyone else did excpecally my brother.
when I finally made it to the door I took a deep breath before answering the door when I finally opened the door there he stood looking as sexy as ever
"Hello Beautiful." Jackie dicho in his sweet deep voice
"Hi." I dicho being my shy self
"ready to go?" he asked
"yep, one sec." I dicho as I stuck my head...