wow i here i go don't judge me don't hate me for stupid stuff just knoe that im doing the best i can in life people true to rush me through life and at the end ill have no memories of my life but theres times i wish i could scip life and o just bwe happy all the time and i thought that i had a tearible life but how ould i know al i do is rush throught i nver take the time to amor live laugh o just feel the pian im so scared of the pain in life i dont get close to any body cause every time i look at my brother i feel that pain of him leaving me and i feel hate and amor but mostly pain a strong pain that eats me from my inside out and make me ate all my family and when i look at my siter feel hate too i just feel so hurt and like my harts been ripped out and was nver put backin and i hate it so i rush through life and my dad i feel some amor bbut i ll never forget my 5th grabe premtion looking for u and seeing everyone but and all the girls huging their daddy any never called me on my birth día and that y i hate so much
i realize that i am alone.
o so i think
they say they help me
some of them do
others don't
Thinking about the day
tu met them
that feeling of security
is still there
just its a tighter pull
The best kind of friends
are always there
no matter what
Realization kicks in
i know that they care about me
i can't help but be mad
that they are being
very protective of me
is it because i am young?
because i have no experience
because i am ignorant
o because i am dumb enough to make the same mistake twice.
o even 4 o 5 times
they were there
they will always be there
and now i know it
They will always be there
its the best
to have the best friends in the world
cherrish all that they give to you
repect them
because that is what i do now.
wow i here i go don't judge me don't hate me for stupid stuff just knoe that im doing the best i can in life people true to rush me through life and at the end ill have no memories of my life but theres times i wish i could scip life and o just bwe happy all the time and i thought that i had a tearible life but how ould i know al i do is rush throught i nver take the time to amor live laugh o just feel the pian im so scared of the pain in life i dont get close to any body cause every time i look at my brother i feel that pain of him leaving me and i feel hate and amor but mostly pain a strong pain that eats me from my inside out and make me ate all my family and when i look at my siter feel hate too i just feel so hurt and like my harts been ripped out and was nver put backin and i hate it so i rush through life and my dad i feel some amor bbut i ll never forget my 5th grabe premtion looking for u and seeing everyone but and all the girls huging their daddy any never called me on my birth día and that y i hate so much