** just wanted tu to know how much i amor tu JT and i never meant to hurt tu por fighting with tu and i just want tu to know that every word tu read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, tu know how i used to tell tu that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the día i found out tu went to the hospital....i kept going to your perfil and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) publicado the bad news on your muro and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with tu Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment tu told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the siguiente day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with cereza, cerezo and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI más LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and cereza, cerezo and arrendajo, jay reached your room Chris was already in there with tu but tu were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like tu knew we were there and tu woke up and me and cereza, cerezo and arrendajo, jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about tu o cereza, cerezo o Spunky arrendajo, jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell tu this cause i just want tu to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about tu and i just want tu to know that i dont hate tu and that i have ALWAYS LOVED tu JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I amor cereza, cerezo AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope tu know that and i never wanna hurt tu again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like tu were ....i hope tu get better and i am praying for you
amor Back To tu From
Bianca<3
Ok, tu know how i used to tell tu that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the día i found out tu went to the hospital....i kept going to your perfil and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) publicado the bad news on your muro and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with tu Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment tu told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the siguiente day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with cereza, cerezo and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI más LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and cereza, cerezo and arrendajo, jay reached your room Chris was already in there with tu but tu were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like tu knew we were there and tu woke up and me and cereza, cerezo and arrendajo, jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about tu o cereza, cerezo o Spunky arrendajo, jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell tu this cause i just want tu to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about tu and i just want tu to know that i dont hate tu and that i have ALWAYS LOVED tu JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I amor cereza, cerezo AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope tu know that and i never wanna hurt tu again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like tu were ....i hope tu get better and i am praying for you
amor Back To tu From
Bianca<3
