Jacob Black in Twilight series

(chapter 1)
As i sat on the playa in front of my house, listining to the wave's brush up on the sand and smelling the light saltly breeze that follows it. I let my mind wander from pregunta to question. What did he mean when we can't be near each other and why can't i see him anymore? it hurt so bad that i went blank. until i felt the cold rainy wind brush against my face. I finally stood up letting the sand squish between my toes. I sighed as i bent down to pick my shoes that were now covered in sand. I started up to my house.knowing that my mom went to go see my dad in some place that i don't...