inicial Improvement 4x14 Brother, Can tu Spare A Hot Rod. part 1

I amor you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that tu are my one and only last love.

The whole day, tu and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. tu guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and tu hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's tu again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your cama and gets under your covers. tu follow right after and tu kiss him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

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Winter vacation is finally over and tu guys all go back to school...

Shawn: hola Taylor. tu think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. tu should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: tu should let go of Jamie. I mean tu haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know tu like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

**next day**

You wake up and tu see Randy sitting por your side.

Jamie: *smile* Randy.
Randy: *smile* hola Jamie. I heard about what happened. Sorry I couldn't get here faster.
Jamie: It's ok...isn't there school?
Randy: Winter vacation remember?
Jamie: Oh right...*smiles*
Randy: Guess what?
Jamie: What?
Randy: The doctor dicho tu could leave today.
Jamie: *smile*
Randy: And guess what else?
Jamie: What?
Randy: It's snowing! So I brought tu a hat, scarf, and gloves to wear. Oh yah and also a jacket.

Randy takes them all out of a bag and puts it on an extra chair.

Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy.

You sit up and...

Is my amor really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this amor to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives tu a dirty look. tu get a bad feeling and she pushes tu and says:

Lauren: Are tu a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First tu like him, then tu break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are tu trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. tu dicho tu were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

Even though tu might never be por my side again, I will never forget you. tu won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come por me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt por tu again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? tu always cared for them más than tu did for me o for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least tu could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and tu sit in the back asiento of Randy's car with Angie...

I'll try to forget you, even though it won't work. All the love, the memories, I'll try to pretend it never happened...just for the sake of us.

Jamie: Hello? Sullivan residence.
Doctor: Oh hello. Jamie?
Jamie: Yes.
Doctor: This is Dr.Brown.
Jamie: Oh hello.
Doctor: Yes. I just wanted to call to remind tu for your monthly check ups. It's tomorrow.
Jamie: Ohh right. Yes thank tu for reminding me. I'll be there right after school.
Doctor: Ok. I'll see tu then.
Jamie: Ok. Goodbye.

**next day**

You skip baloncesto practice today and Randy drives tu to the hospital. He waits for tu outside the doctor's...

Chapter 18: So Tired

{Jill's POV}

We brought Randy home. He requested to die at inicial rather than in the hospital, and Tim and I decided we could not deny him this last request. When the chemo was not working, we tried a few other options, but nothing worked out. Slowly it had spread to his lungs. All we could do now is make him comfortable. I try to be strong during the day, mostrar him, we amor him until the end. He's become painfully thin, his hair has all fallen out, and he sleeps most of the day, tiring out so easily. The end is close, I think we can all feel it. He's laying on the couch, watching...

Chapter 5: Doctor appointment

~Dream~

8 years old Jamie Sullivan was in the garden with her ill mother Elizabeth. Elizabeth's silky blonde hair was blowing into the wind. Jamie was admiring
things about her mother. Elizabeth was putting her hair in a ponytail.

"Momma I don't want tu to go" dicho Jamie

" I don't want to go too, tu make me very happy" dicho Elizabeth crying.

"I got a song that'll help tu feel better, I'll tell tu after paino lesson"

"You're the best mom ever" dicho Jamie

~End of dream~

Jamie was awake, but the sound of birds. Jamie moved on the other side of the cama and she looked like...

tu dicho tu needed me...then why don't tu want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. tu feel like tu have más energy and tu actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! tu kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes tu smile, laugh, and he always gives tu a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. tu sing for the choir all the time and after services, tu two always go to the lake and hang out there......

Chapter 5: Just Broke Down

{Jill's POV}

He's crying and I can't do anything but hold him. He's my little boy, and there's not thing I can do for him. I can feel his frame shake under my arms as he cries. I always though Randy was más like me than Tim. I mean, he's not interested in tools like Brad and Mark, o the hotrod. He's a middle child just like me. I can't believe this is happening. He's quieted and I feel him sniffle against me.

"It's all right honey." I murmur as he pulls away.

"Sorry mom." He says turning away from me.

"Don't apologize." I reply watching him wipe his hand across his eyes....

Chapter 4: Thought I Was A Good Person

{Randy's POV}

I always thought I was a relativly good person. I mean, I don't drink ,or smoke, o do drugs. I won't even eat meat. I was wrong though. Everything I did to Mark, bad. Anything mean o rude thing I dicho to anyone, another strike. This must be my pay back. I try and concentrate on the fact that its probably just on my thyroid and it hasn't spread. But I did some research earlier and this type of cancer spreads quickly. What if it spread? Mark's pregunta rang in my ears. I don't want to think about this, but no matter what I try, I can't think...

It's so hard to say how a amor could end this way...the one that used to care for tu just turns and walks away. It's so hard to find to leave the pain behind but I'll be the air that tu breathe, I'll be the strength that tu need. And I promise that I'll be por your side...always...

Shawn: Jamie? Taylor?
Jamie: ...you can go inicial Randy.

You take all your stuff but Randy doesn't leave.

Jamie: tu can go Randy...please go.

Randy gives Shawn one look and leaves. Randy doesn't really leave and he hides behind a muro to see if you'll be ok, not to eavesdrop.

Shawn: What the hell do tu think tu were...

Chapter 16: Don't Deserve This

{Tim's POV}

It's hard for a parent to accept their child is growing up. I try and come to terms with it, as my boys get older. However, now, watching Randy sleeping like he is, he looks so much like the little boy he once was. I brush some of his hair off his face, and he doesn't mover at all. His breathing is deep and labored, but his eyes twitch slightly under their closed lids. I had gone inicial with the boys and found a message on the machine from Jill that dicho I needed to come right to the hospital. I study the IV that enters his hand and flinch at the slight...