lies...
the only fucking words that come out of tu big mouth. tu think tu could play her like that? tu think she's a fucking gamebored tu can keep playing? hell no! she has a brain and a heart. they both are fragial, not like play-dough that tu can keep twisting and playing with. she's a part of my life and she comes inicial to cry and not do any thing.
abuse...
when i came to her room today, i find blood and pills all over the floor. i hope she is not dead. i fall on the floor and roll to a pudal of blood. the window opends and it's my sister. she looks at me soberly runs to me and hugs me. "it's ok." i say.
"he broke my heart." she says.
"there there little one."
my mother comes in and looks at the mess. i think she thinks it was i who did this. she grabs her belt.
SLAP!
i pushed my sister to the corner. she stands like a statue and crys. "stop mom!" she crys. mother contiues to beat me. "WHY WOULD tu DO THIS?! AND IN FRONT OF YOUR SISTER!"
my mom yells. "it was me!" she yelles.
my mother stops hitting. she runs to my sister and hugs her.
"WHAT THE FUCK! tu HUG HER BUT HIT ME! tu STUPID BITCH!" i yell. my mother looks at me and my sister runs. i bend down to get the cuchillo as my mother aproches me with the blet. she runs to me.
PLOP!
i stare at her. on the floor.
dead.
then fall on my knees and pray.
"dear lord,
please forgive my sins and what i did."
my sister runs in and looks at me. she smiles and runs to me.
"we are free gwen." i say to my little sister.
"really aly?" she asked.
"yes." we are free...
finally...
i put her on my cama and begin to hum her a lull-a-bye.
link
she falls asleep as i reapeated the word
finally...
the only fucking words that come out of tu big mouth. tu think tu could play her like that? tu think she's a fucking gamebored tu can keep playing? hell no! she has a brain and a heart. they both are fragial, not like play-dough that tu can keep twisting and playing with. she's a part of my life and she comes inicial to cry and not do any thing.
abuse...
when i came to her room today, i find blood and pills all over the floor. i hope she is not dead. i fall on the floor and roll to a pudal of blood. the window opends and it's my sister. she looks at me soberly runs to me and hugs me. "it's ok." i say.
"he broke my heart." she says.
"there there little one."
my mother comes in and looks at the mess. i think she thinks it was i who did this. she grabs her belt.
SLAP!
i pushed my sister to the corner. she stands like a statue and crys. "stop mom!" she crys. mother contiues to beat me. "WHY WOULD tu DO THIS?! AND IN FRONT OF YOUR SISTER!"
my mom yells. "it was me!" she yelles.
my mother stops hitting. she runs to my sister and hugs her.
"WHAT THE FUCK! tu HUG HER BUT HIT ME! tu STUPID BITCH!" i yell. my mother looks at me and my sister runs. i bend down to get the cuchillo as my mother aproches me with the blet. she runs to me.
PLOP!
i stare at her. on the floor.
dead.
then fall on my knees and pray.
"dear lord,
please forgive my sins and what i did."
my sister runs in and looks at me. she smiles and runs to me.
"we are free gwen." i say to my little sister.
"really aly?" she asked.
"yes." we are free...
finally...
i put her on my cama and begin to hum her a lull-a-bye.
link
she falls asleep as i reapeated the word
finally...
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my corazón is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my corazón can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope tu understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my corazón is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my corazón can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope tu understand...