1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad fuente of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If tu knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make tu go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make tu hate me even more...

Disappear

Can't tu feel me? 
Can't tu feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't tu see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't tu see me disappear? 
Can't tu see my despair?
Can't tu see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously tu don't
Because tu let me disappear
tu don't amor me
tu don't care
tu sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant tu feel me?
Can't tu see?

Can't tu see I've disappeared? 
Cant tu see my crys  of despair?
Can't tu see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are tu there?
Can tu help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant tu see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
o am I gone?
Cuz tu act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't tu feel me? 
Can't tu feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't tu see the crack in my heart?

Can't tu see me?
Don't tu care? 

No

Because tu let me 

Disappear