When tu bleed tu can start dying
tu can finally stop denying
There's no reason for tu to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
tu better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do will make tu weak
Remember all the things that tu have said
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead
One día I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight tu like before
tu won't hurt me anymore
tu better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying perra like tu has no saving grace
Remember all the things that tu have done
'Cause my revenge will give tu a reason to run
Soon you'll be gone
And tu kept thinking I was your friend
Guess you're not the only one who can pretend
I hided all my sorrows inside
But now it's my time to fight
tu better wipe that grin of your face
I don't want anymore time getting wasted
Think of all the things that I can say
'Cause my revenge is coming your way
Soon tu will pay
And now I'm lying in my bed
My tears are making me wet
But why would tu bother
tu never care about another
tu better stop whispering in my ear
The words only the devil's supposed to hear
Think of all the things that I can tell
I would finally get my revenge as well
Soon you'll be in hell
And when you're in hell I can start living
I can finally start believing
That my lives not over yet
'Cause my revenge has lead tu to your dead
tu can finally stop denying
There's no reason for tu to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
tu better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do will make tu weak
Remember all the things that tu have said
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead
One día I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight tu like before
tu won't hurt me anymore
tu better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying perra like tu has no saving grace
Remember all the things that tu have done
'Cause my revenge will give tu a reason to run
Soon you'll be gone
And tu kept thinking I was your friend
Guess you're not the only one who can pretend
I hided all my sorrows inside
But now it's my time to fight
tu better wipe that grin of your face
I don't want anymore time getting wasted
Think of all the things that I can say
'Cause my revenge is coming your way
Soon tu will pay
And now I'm lying in my bed
My tears are making me wet
But why would tu bother
tu never care about another
tu better stop whispering in my ear
The words only the devil's supposed to hear
Think of all the things that I can tell
I would finally get my revenge as well
Soon you'll be in hell
And when you're in hell I can start living
I can finally start believing
That my lives not over yet
'Cause my revenge has lead tu to your dead
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame tu for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame tu for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame tu for not feeling my corazón breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish tu would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame tu for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame tu for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame tu for not feeling my corazón breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish tu would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had dado birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short por the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had dado birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short por the evil hands of fate and the mind.
A silhouette standing alone,
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried por the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried por the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
tell me why do tu pretend
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let tu
be the person that tu are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around tu for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will tu feel my ever-
lasting touch of amor as
tu grieve over the lost
memories and moments
that tu never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets tu feel the
amor that tu need to
feel in your life now.
but tu look for my
casual-words that will
give tu strength that
tu need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let tu
be the person that tu are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around tu for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will tu feel my ever-
lasting touch of amor as
tu grieve over the lost
memories and moments
that tu never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets tu feel the
amor that tu need to
feel in your life now.
but tu look for my
casual-words that will
give tu strength that
tu need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
My anger came that day,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
dicho about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to tu is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
dicho about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to tu is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
tu moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to amor tu
Sadly tu don't amor me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much tu can see
But not you, tu only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
tu want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all tu give is a load of taunt
Are tu ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But tu left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss tu
Do tu miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will amor tu always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
tu moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to amor tu
Sadly tu don't amor me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much tu can see
But not you, tu only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
tu want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all tu give is a load of taunt
Are tu ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But tu left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss tu
Do tu miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will amor tu always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover