hola everyone, my name is Arik I recently turn 40 in June. I am autistic and a big fan of bsg. I am going blind and dying from a brain injury. I don't have long so I just go día por day. I just set a new record this last week. Since I am inicial alone 24 7 these days and just rest on thr sofá after a seizure and wake up 13 hours later most times, rven though it's blurry for me to see at 30 percent vision I watched 4 seasons in 4 days, día 5 thr cine made, now día 6 and 7 been listening to the extra features it'd incredible. Thr mostrar and the cast is thr only thing giving me hope anymore. And when I am passed out I have dreams of being in the mostrar with everyone on the show. They all know it's me and how sick I am and they give me a detailed tour of the ship and every ship on the fleet, I try on different uniforms thst they let me keep, they let me have my own quarters for the duration and even Doc Cottle gives me hope for a new treatment without surgery to reduce my brain swelling and let me see again and open my throat without surgery so I won't bleed to death because of my hemofelia and I am able to eat solid comida for the first time in almost 11 years. Even get to hang out for a few hours with President Roslin. First thing she does is give me a big hug and told me if she can survive cancer I can survive this. Admiral Adama and Saul met me in CIC and dicho I was a real warrior for fighting through this every día and gave me a medal for heroism. It goes on and on. Even Starbuck and cheif showed me around and hung out with me. We all had coffee together then I started to laugh but couldn't tell them why lol. But every time I wake up for real I am back to being weak and blurry and dizzy and every time I try and eat solid comida I choak instantly again. And I lay back on the sofá and cry myself back to sleep o till I have another seizure and then either way I am back where I am happy and alive and have friends who won't take advantage of me and steal from me and even try to kill me daily like they do out here. I wish I had time to meet the real cast before I die ans the ones who made the mostrar butni doubt they would want ro meet me. Thanks for letting me share. So say we all.