tu dicho tu needed me...then why don't tu want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. tu feel like tu have más energy and tu actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! tu kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes tu smile, laugh, and he always gives tu a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. tu sing for the choir all the time and after services, tu two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
tu guys see Lauren walking to tu guys calmly.
All 3: hola Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to tu real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
tu and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hola look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
tu and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. tu comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I amor Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
tu and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, tu two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have tu ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like tu NEED them...as if tu were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do tu ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met tu I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need tu and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are tu leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think tu and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs tu más than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me tu believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs tu Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so tu want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, tu turn around and tu run away. tu leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: tu wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are tu and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and tu just tucked in Angie to sleep. tu quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when tu hear a car pull up in your driveway. tu look out the window to see Randy's car! tu sigh and tu go out to see Randy walking up to tu with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are tu doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs tu the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: tu dicho tu needed me too. Why are tu putting other people in front of what tu want? tu dicho tu needed me...then why don't tu want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and mover on. It'll be better for tu and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at tu and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
tu start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. tu can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get tu to change your mind. But tu don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and tu cry with your head on your knees. tu feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping tu warm and safe. tu hug him back and tu just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, tu manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. tu feel like tu have más energy and tu actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! tu kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes tu smile, laugh, and he always gives tu a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. tu sing for the choir all the time and after services, tu two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
tu guys see Lauren walking to tu guys calmly.
All 3: hola Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to tu real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
tu and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: hola look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
tu and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. tu comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I amor Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
tu and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, tu two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have tu ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like tu NEED them...as if tu were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do tu ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met tu I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need tu and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are tu leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be friends it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think tu and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs tu más than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me tu believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs tu Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so tu want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, tu turn around and tu run away. tu leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: tu wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are tu and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and tu just tucked in Angie to sleep. tu quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when tu hear a car pull up in your driveway. tu look out the window to see Randy's car! tu sigh and tu go out to see Randy walking up to tu with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are tu doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs tu the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: tu dicho tu needed me too. Why are tu putting other people in front of what tu want? tu dicho tu needed me...then why don't tu want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and mover on. It'll be better for tu and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at tu and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
tu start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. tu can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get tu to change your mind. But tu don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and tu cry with your head on your knees. tu feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping tu warm and safe. tu hug him back and tu just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, tu manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
Chapter 10: Do tu realize?
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never dicho I amor him" dicho Landon
"He knows tu loved him," dicho Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," dicho Landon
"I know," dicho Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" dicho Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" dicho Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," dicho Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because tu can't make two people come back from the dead" dicho Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" dicho Landon
"No we didn't" dicho Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" dicho Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" dicho Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10
Landon couldn't believe that his father was gone.
Landon went outside and called his mom.
Cynthia took it hard and then Cynthia came up and she saw Landon upset.
Cynthia pattered his shoulder.
"I never dicho I amor him" dicho Landon
"He knows tu loved him," dicho Cynthia
"I wished I never argued with him," dicho Landon
"I know," dicho Cynthia
Time froze, Landon felt the shake and lightening happened and a strong wind, then Crystal came down.
"Landon" dicho Crystal
"Can I make a wish?" dicho Landon
"You can't make your father a live again," dicho Crystal
"Why?" asked Landon
"Because tu can't make two people come back from the dead" dicho Crystal "we can't rewind time"
"We did it for Jamie" dicho Landon
"No we didn't" dicho Crystal
"What?" asked Landon
"We never did" dicho Crystal
"But then is Jamie's grave still there?" asked Landon
"No" dicho Crystal "Now that's were your father is layed"
End of Ch10