Chapter 21
I WANT TO THANK LEISHA4 FOR HELPING ME.WITHOUT HER I WOULDN’T HAVE publicado CHAP 21 SO SOON CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE MY STORY.
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When his hands touched mine an electric current flashed through my body something so strong,something I wasn’t familiar with.
I held his hand tighter in mine then I felt his cool breath on my neck,I tore my gaze from are hands and looked him in the eyes,his beautiful eyes that made my weak human corazón to rip its way out of my chest.then I realized I was falling for him again so I pulled my hand from his and sat on the bed.
Why am I so stupid.whats wrong with me?? I covered my face with my hands trying to comfort myself then edward sat beside me
-Bella I'm sorry I don’t know what to do so tu can forget me
Pain washed in his eyes the pain was to much I couldn’t oso, oso de watching him like this I wanted to tell him it was ok but I controlled myself and sighed
Edward started talking and told me every thing that happened and how he felt when he left me
I was so concerned and saw the pain in his eyes so there was no way he was lying to me I just felt like betraying matt then I had a flash back of me and matt
*FLASH BACK*
I turned to matt and smiled when I saw his beautiful face and grabbed his neck and forced him closer to me
-well were where we?
He asked looking amused and then I kissed him he hugged me closer andgot a hanful of my hair in his ands and started playing with it I started to push my self closer when I heard a ripping sound and laughed his camisa, camiseta was ripped in two I pulled his camisa, camiseta and throw it on the ground looking at his beautiful chest then I came closer andtraced his beautiful chest with my hands then Ihe hugged me closer to him and I put my head on his shoulder
-I amor you
I whispered in his ear this was the first time I told him this he pulled away and made me worried he saw the worrie in my eyes and smiled then he looked me in the eyes and said
-I amor tu too
I was so happy! I hugged him like he was a teddy oso, oso de and kissed every spot on his face and his neck he pulled my face to his then he kissed me like it was the end of the world he started to pull my camisa, camiseta off when we heard a strange sound we both pulled away
*END OF FLASH BACK*
I sighed then Edwards face twisted in pain and said
-Bella your not betraying him
-how do tu know?
-I can read your mind!
He dicho a little happy I searched my gifts to find the shieldi one(if tu have forgot I have 3 gifts 1.my shield 2.controlling my thirst 3.when I think of something I want it just appears out of thin air)
Then I found my shield and actived it
-wow tu have 3 gifts that's so cool!
Edward dicho like a kid that found out there is a santa claus(I just made that up I don’t know if it means anything I just wanted to describe that he's full of joy)
-yup!
-can tu bring down your shield
Edward dicho annoyed
-nop!
I dicho enjoying his anoyence( hehehe I'm so evile!!)
Then he looked me in the eyes and made a perrito, cachorro face and said
-Bella will tu forgive me please?i am so SORRY!icant even forgive myself Bella I'm begging tu to take me back I'm such a……..
I putted my finger on his lips I didn’t like it when he got all sad
-I forgive you!
I dicho and smiled at him
I WANT TO THANK LEISHA4 FOR HELPING ME.WITHOUT HER I WOULDN’T HAVE publicado CHAP 21 SO SOON CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE MY STORY.
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When his hands touched mine an electric current flashed through my body something so strong,something I wasn’t familiar with.
I held his hand tighter in mine then I felt his cool breath on my neck,I tore my gaze from are hands and looked him in the eyes,his beautiful eyes that made my weak human corazón to rip its way out of my chest.then I realized I was falling for him again so I pulled my hand from his and sat on the bed.
Why am I so stupid.whats wrong with me?? I covered my face with my hands trying to comfort myself then edward sat beside me
-Bella I'm sorry I don’t know what to do so tu can forget me
Pain washed in his eyes the pain was to much I couldn’t oso, oso de watching him like this I wanted to tell him it was ok but I controlled myself and sighed
Edward started talking and told me every thing that happened and how he felt when he left me
I was so concerned and saw the pain in his eyes so there was no way he was lying to me I just felt like betraying matt then I had a flash back of me and matt
*FLASH BACK*
I turned to matt and smiled when I saw his beautiful face and grabbed his neck and forced him closer to me
-well were where we?
He asked looking amused and then I kissed him he hugged me closer andgot a hanful of my hair in his ands and started playing with it I started to push my self closer when I heard a ripping sound and laughed his camisa, camiseta was ripped in two I pulled his camisa, camiseta and throw it on the ground looking at his beautiful chest then I came closer andtraced his beautiful chest with my hands then Ihe hugged me closer to him and I put my head on his shoulder
-I amor you
I whispered in his ear this was the first time I told him this he pulled away and made me worried he saw the worrie in my eyes and smiled then he looked me in the eyes and said
-I amor tu too
I was so happy! I hugged him like he was a teddy oso, oso de and kissed every spot on his face and his neck he pulled my face to his then he kissed me like it was the end of the world he started to pull my camisa, camiseta off when we heard a strange sound we both pulled away
*END OF FLASH BACK*
I sighed then Edwards face twisted in pain and said
-Bella your not betraying him
-how do tu know?
-I can read your mind!
He dicho a little happy I searched my gifts to find the shieldi one(if tu have forgot I have 3 gifts 1.my shield 2.controlling my thirst 3.when I think of something I want it just appears out of thin air)
Then I found my shield and actived it
-wow tu have 3 gifts that's so cool!
Edward dicho like a kid that found out there is a santa claus(I just made that up I don’t know if it means anything I just wanted to describe that he's full of joy)
-yup!
-can tu bring down your shield
Edward dicho annoyed
-nop!
I dicho enjoying his anoyence( hehehe I'm so evile!!)
Then he looked me in the eyes and made a perrito, cachorro face and said
-Bella will tu forgive me please?i am so SORRY!icant even forgive myself Bella I'm begging tu to take me back I'm such a……..
I putted my finger on his lips I didn’t like it when he got all sad
-I forgive you!
I dicho and smiled at him
I thought it would be a good idea to try and write goodbye
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
o protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
o protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...
OK so i was walking down the street...all alone...in the rain...not happy but not sad ether...when suddenly I ran into a magnolia tree!I don't know how I didn't see it...or why it was in the middle of the road-but it was there and when I looked at it I saw it was the biggest magnolia I had ever seen;it was absolutely GINORMOUS!it to be at least as tall as a skyscraper. I couldn't even see the top.Now what is the easiest way to get past a tree? Go around it of course! but when i looked there was a wall!Two walls!on ether side of the árbol that prevented me from passing(again,how didn't I see this before?)It was not an ordinary
muro ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do tu think I did?What would tu have done?
muro ether,and must have taken allot of work to build because it was as tall,or taller than the tree!so I was stuck with a magnolia and two walls
what was I to do?turn back?I had come too far!so knowing this,what do tu think I did?What would tu have done?
I look at the old photographs. It kills me to see him smile. I've only heard about him. I hear he would have loved me. I hear he was nice. I hear that he was a good dad. I hear he was an okay husband. I hear that he would have made a good grandfather. It's not fair. It kills me when my dad talks about him. My dad dicho one of his last words to him were "Dont miss me when I'm gone." Those words run through my head. día and night and keep me up thinking of him. Why did he have to go? I pray he's okay and fine in heaven. I pretend he's still here. If only he were ... I miss him....
I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss tu ... even if I never met tu =,[
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I guess he's just....
Hard to Let Go
Dedicated to my grandfather I miss tu ... even if I never met tu =,[
siguiente journal entry coming up in few please
R&R
Thanks!!