Stopping por Woods On A Snowy Evening

Remember,

tu said...

tu said
tu would
try to make
this up.

tu said
tu wanted
me por your side.

tu said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.

tu said.

tu said
tu wanted
the fresh start
for us,
tu said
tu wanted us
back,
tu wanted
me back.

tu promised.

tu said
tu would
try,
tu said
that things
would be better
this time,
tu said
I would feel
better
from now.

Remember,
tu said.

No más tears,
tu said,
no more
empty words,
remember?

tu said.

tu said
tu wanted
a fresh start
for us.
tu said,
no más pain,
tu said,
no more.

And no más lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
tu gave,
no más pain,
that's what
tu said.

THe world is cruel,

when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.

we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make

and that one día someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate tu for who tu are,

because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader

because I have brown eyes
because tu have white skin

because I have two dads
because tu have one mom and no dad

because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish

And why will people do this?

Because the world is a cruel place.




None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge tu by.

Throughout misty forest
tu seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.

Bad luck follows tu
like a hook,
won't let tu go,
won't leave tu alone.

tu smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that tu hope for.

Devil is calling your name,
leaves tu not,
tu don't see the ángel on
your shoulder,
trying to give tu a strength.

tu long for life
that tu don't know of,
tu seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.

why did tu cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved tu so much, I still do,
and if tu asked for me back,
I would probably come.

that's because I amor you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!

I loved tu and tu just threw it away,
but that's it im done with tu now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing tu ever had,
tu don't know what tu have got until tu loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.

sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything

wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you

and say sorry for hurting tu sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if tu are hear lectura this my friend im sorry so sorry

i understand my friend if tu will not forgive me i chose to be mad at tu when tu tried to apolagize
just know this friends are forever

i will keep tu in my head if i forget ill still have tu in my heart
and hopefully tu will keep me in yours now your gone tu wont see me but tu have raised me up higher than the mountains

youve raised me up to más then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend

I mover a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me

I mover behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back

I mover between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of ginebra slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your amor is a drug
your amor is my high

As life flutters por on Angel's wings

The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky

My corazón leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow

I'm falling down... farther into the abyss

I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel

I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel

My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows

He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it

It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it

It broke me too

And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points

As life fluters por on Angel's wings