Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living por the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my amargo, amargos existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living por the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my amargo, amargos existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
if the amor of your life died,
what would tu do if they died a terrible death,
would tu get revenge,
would tu hate everyone,
would tu become a murderer in return,
would tu cry your life away,
o would tu take your life away?
What would tu do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would tu do if they died terribly,
would tu laugh because no tears will come,
would tu cry until it is all over,
would tu do the same,
would tu run away,
o would tu just throw it all away?
What would tu do,
if tu were hit por a car,
what would tu do if tu were dying,
would tu feel sorry for yourself,
would tu cry until the end,
would tu remember everything tu have ever done,
would tu call your mom,
o would tu hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would tu do,
when everything ends for tu o a friend?
What would tu do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My corazón is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen por the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to golondrina me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My corazón is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen por the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am lost in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to golondrina me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if corazón is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with amor that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if corazón is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with amor that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew tu for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
tu always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
tu always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
tu just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew tu would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
tu and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
tu ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never dicho goodbye
I wish i could of dicho goodbye
For tu are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss tu and tu will never be forgotten
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Only knew tu for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
tu always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
tu always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
tu just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew tu would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
tu and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
tu ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never dicho goodbye
I wish i could of dicho goodbye
For tu are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss tu and tu will never be forgotten