Going to church as an atheist?

I don't have any personal experience with this sort of thing, but I would suggest that maybe tu could focus on the fact that church now for tu is much más about the people than the religious stuff. The people there are obviously important to you, so if tu feel like tu can't connect with them fully outside the church, tu could try shifting your conceptualization of what the church is to you.

Alternatively, tu could find a different activity that tu can all get together and do. Something official and regular, but not necessarily connected to the church...? A movie night o something, I dunno, just something that removes it from the church setting that is making tu uncomfortable.

If tu only talk to them while youre in the church with them, then that may be the problem. If ou're in a church the topic will always be God.
Try inviting them to do other stuff somewhere else where the topic isn't god. Go shopping with them, cinema and stuff like that.
And tu dicho that tu meet them sometimes outside the church and it doesn't work, if that doesn't really work, I think the best way to solve this is por telling them that tu can't believe in a god and ask them to accept tu the way tu are. Real friends / family wouldn't stop seeing tu because of that. But be advised : Truth may hurt you...

GO TO CHURCH! Look the reason why God lets bad things happen is so he can make tu stronger o pre pare tu for something.Have tu ever seen the movie heaven is for real? God let a 4 año old die but then brought him back to life.That kid saw jesús if tu dont belive him well, he saw his dead sister in heaven and his parents never told him about her so that proves he actually been to heaven and seen jesus

uh fuck no logic

Tried - Hated it.