Humphrey spent the siguiente 12 weeks in the hospital and he was full of tubes and stuff like that but some how he was geting better he still wanted vengance against Wolfiey but he couldnt sleep this night cause he thought What if i had not made it through? I would have never got to make it right and got a chance to say to kate about my depression but then sunddenly out of no where humphrey flatlined kate yelled into the hall 'Code Red Humphrey Is Flatlining' the doctor and nurses came in and they Did three charges from the defibulator but nothing it was only 5 days later that he jolted to life panicking and then he got out of the hospital and went to Kate and his guarida, den and this is the song he raped:
'Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for delph like Philly,
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
Apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my Boy,
Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
I can't do it por myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
I can't stand what I look like [Smash of a mirror] , yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is John,
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see him,
I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
Marshall what happened at you, tu can't stop with these pills,
And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.
Know tu just had your corazón ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just rápido, swift out and bust,
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills.
Yeah Em, tight verse, tu killed it,
Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then...
Don't know what I'm gonna do, but I just keep on going through changes...
My friends can't understand this new me,
That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
You'd be an animal too, if tu were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
And everybody's lookin' at you, what tu want me to do,
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
I sit alone in my inicial theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, dole 'em out
Daddy, don't tu die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah baby hold me down.
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would have never got to say to you,
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
John this one is for you, Eve and Kate too,
I still amor your mother, that'll never change,
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day.
There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows i've never been a saint.
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost if to say,
I miss tu self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get away, don't know why,
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..Just Depressed and my life is screwed up i lost a friend and all im saying is i need to go to rehab kate please help me because your my wife and tu sweet and gentle at times but i need help bad' and Kate got humphrey the help he needed...[END OF PART 8]