Yep, this pretty much is exactly what its says. I have a friend ,my best friend, who's been through so much with me, and we're still going strong. A couple of months back, we started going to the town square, which was filled with people our other friends knew, so they all took to us really quickly. So he starts dating one o two girls, but they don't last, and he starts dating a girl, who i just think is nice enough, funny, mellow, cool, what have you. So they date,and he has had sooo many relationships, but this is por far his strongest yet, and i'm jsut happy for him at this point. But, suddenly, I start noticing her más andmore, starting to think, 'Wow, shes really cool. Why don't I hang about with her more?'
The, jsut for no reason, I started getting flustered and weary around her, and then It hit me-I had developed a crush on my best friends girlfriend. I felt horrible. I mean, this is my best friend, but, this girl just suddenly means so much to me.A small part of me wants to tear them apart, and ruin everything for me, one part wants to suffer in scilence, one partwnats to confront them both, and another part just wants to get on with life. They can't all be right.And It just makes me wanna scream. i've started making up lame excuses to avoid spending time with them as a couple because whever he talks about her, I want to hit him, but, luckily the rational part of me jsut wants to be happy for them. Still, It's tearing me up inside.
This page has gotta have people who have had this happen to them before, so, does anyone have any advice? ANYTHING at all would be greatly appreciated! :)
Thanks.
The, jsut for no reason, I started getting flustered and weary around her, and then It hit me-I had developed a crush on my best friends girlfriend. I felt horrible. I mean, this is my best friend, but, this girl just suddenly means so much to me.A small part of me wants to tear them apart, and ruin everything for me, one part wants to suffer in scilence, one partwnats to confront them both, and another part just wants to get on with life. They can't all be right.And It just makes me wanna scream. i've started making up lame excuses to avoid spending time with them as a couple because whever he talks about her, I want to hit him, but, luckily the rational part of me jsut wants to be happy for them. Still, It's tearing me up inside.
This page has gotta have people who have had this happen to them before, so, does anyone have any advice? ANYTHING at all would be greatly appreciated! :)
Thanks.
SO, this is a poem I wrote in creative escritura class a couple months ago. :) I hope tu enjoy it!
One Day
One día I hope to find you
Somewhere out there in the wilderness
One día I hope to save tu from your pain
And forever we could feel bliss
I know that I have faith in you
But I vow to find tu first
Being por your side again would be refreshing
Much similar to the feeling of quenched thirst
I would swim through oceans to meet you
For seeing tu is my only desire
I would endure all kinds of agony
Being here without tu is like burning in fire
There is no way I can survive without you
So I’m begging on my knees
I know that we are meant to be por fate
And one día we can complete each other’s destinies
One Day
One día I hope to find you
Somewhere out there in the wilderness
One día I hope to save tu from your pain
And forever we could feel bliss
I know that I have faith in you
But I vow to find tu first
Being por your side again would be refreshing
Much similar to the feeling of quenched thirst
I would swim through oceans to meet you
For seeing tu is my only desire
I would endure all kinds of agony
Being here without tu is like burning in fire
There is no way I can survive without you
So I’m begging on my knees
I know that we are meant to be por fate
And one día we can complete each other’s destinies