The moment I left Bella, I've been hurting. This pain is like nothing I've felt before. Not having her overwelming scent that scorched my throat and cleared my stone lungs por me.
I booked a hotel room in Italy. Close to the Volturi. The days I was away from Bella felt empty and lifeless as they were before she came along. Yet, still, there were points of reason to stay alive. In this ink pool of life that hangs above our heads. I see shining points of reason to keep my pressence on this Earth. At this very moment, Bella is with Jacob. That stupid mutt. Deceasing him would lead Bella in the wrong dicrection. She'd think of me as selfish, cold-blooded, and worst of all a true.. Monster. Murdering the boy would lead to her wounds that would grow deeper, she'd long for the boy to be siguiente to her.. as a friend, I'd hoped. If I had killed the boy, that would mentally kill Bella. Her pain is my pain. Yet, for this boy I only felt anger. The pain he caused her por being so close and caring. He confused her. She fell for myself and the boy.
I can't bring myself to regret the long lost `thank you` I wish to give him for keeping my Bella safe. He was indeed a good friend. But, the problem was he wanted Bella for something más than a friend. I wonder if Bella is feeling that way twords him right now... It pains me to think about it. I'd found a new emotion por meeting Bella.
Jealousy.
Jealousy was a painful emotion. It was filled wih sorrow and rage. I couldn't believe that she'd triggered this... long forbidden feeling I'd buried deep within me.
The phone rang.
I ran to it with inhuman speed, picked it up gracefully then listened to the voice speaking.
"Edward.."
It was Rosealie.
"What is it?" I questioned, pulling my brows together and pressing my lips together, As if this were eargent news.
"Alice, she had vision..Edward I'm so sorry..Alice saw Bella jump. She jumped off a cliff very high up. Alice dicho she saw her black-out then drift deeper into the water... No one thinks she'll live Edward.. I'm sorry..."
I dropped the phone.
No... no... This can't happen.. This isn't happening...
A voice other than my own shifted into my head.
Bella.
She dicho quietly--`Why did tu leave me, Edward? Am I not good enough for you? tu wish for me to not come along. Then I won't. I draw the line here.`
I fall back into the old fashioned arm chair behind me. My head falls into my hands and I hunch over, putting my elbows on my thighs. I softly say aloud in the velvet voice that had used to dazzle Bella..
"Why, Bella? Why didn't tu think that it was all an act... I would never leave you... Please.. Don't do this..no...Bella.."
I booked a hotel room in Italy. Close to the Volturi. The days I was away from Bella felt empty and lifeless as they were before she came along. Yet, still, there were points of reason to stay alive. In this ink pool of life that hangs above our heads. I see shining points of reason to keep my pressence on this Earth. At this very moment, Bella is with Jacob. That stupid mutt. Deceasing him would lead Bella in the wrong dicrection. She'd think of me as selfish, cold-blooded, and worst of all a true.. Monster. Murdering the boy would lead to her wounds that would grow deeper, she'd long for the boy to be siguiente to her.. as a friend, I'd hoped. If I had killed the boy, that would mentally kill Bella. Her pain is my pain. Yet, for this boy I only felt anger. The pain he caused her por being so close and caring. He confused her. She fell for myself and the boy.
I can't bring myself to regret the long lost `thank you` I wish to give him for keeping my Bella safe. He was indeed a good friend. But, the problem was he wanted Bella for something más than a friend. I wonder if Bella is feeling that way twords him right now... It pains me to think about it. I'd found a new emotion por meeting Bella.
Jealousy.
Jealousy was a painful emotion. It was filled wih sorrow and rage. I couldn't believe that she'd triggered this... long forbidden feeling I'd buried deep within me.
The phone rang.
I ran to it with inhuman speed, picked it up gracefully then listened to the voice speaking.
"Edward.."
It was Rosealie.
"What is it?" I questioned, pulling my brows together and pressing my lips together, As if this were eargent news.
"Alice, she had vision..Edward I'm so sorry..Alice saw Bella jump. She jumped off a cliff very high up. Alice dicho she saw her black-out then drift deeper into the water... No one thinks she'll live Edward.. I'm sorry..."
I dropped the phone.
No... no... This can't happen.. This isn't happening...
A voice other than my own shifted into my head.
Bella.
She dicho quietly--`Why did tu leave me, Edward? Am I not good enough for you? tu wish for me to not come along. Then I won't. I draw the line here.`
I fall back into the old fashioned arm chair behind me. My head falls into my hands and I hunch over, putting my elbows on my thighs. I softly say aloud in the velvet voice that had used to dazzle Bella..
"Why, Bella? Why didn't tu think that it was all an act... I would never leave you... Please.. Don't do this..no...Bella.."
The Couples
Edward and Bella
Alice and Jasper
Emmett and Rosalie
Carlisle and Esme
Ashley and Kevin
Sonny and Joe
Selena and Nick
Lily and Mitchell
The first chapter will be publicado soon.
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please I know the trailor is long but it is finished.It had a lot of complications that I wanted to explain so tu understood what was happening .Please tell me if tu think it is good.
Edward and Bella
Alice and Jasper
Emmett and Rosalie
Carlisle and Esme
Ashley and Kevin
Sonny and Joe
Selena and Nick
Lily and Mitchell
The first chapter will be publicado soon.
PPPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEEEE CCCCCCOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMEEEEENNNNNTTTTT AAAAANNNNNDDDDD RRRRRAAAAATTTTTEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please I know the trailor is long but it is finished.It had a lot of complications that I wanted to explain so tu understood what was happening .Please tell me if tu think it is good.
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This was just a trailer i made for my story Undenible amor from fanfiction! hope tu like it :p
I made it on photobucket! haha it will bring tu to my homepage so tu have to clickthe first picture with the little play sign and it will bring tu staight to the video :P please watch and tell me what tu think :) thank you!
Undenible amor is about Bella. She was a raving party animal until soemthing happen. Now she must face the consequences of her decision. She Confides in her two bestfriends. One will help her through everything and one will turn thier back on her.
Bella is set on finding true amor but will she ever realize the one she needs is right infront of her?
Life will never be the same.
This was just a trailer i made for my story Undenible amor from fanfiction! hope tu like it :p
I made it on photobucket! haha it will bring tu to my homepage so tu have to clickthe first picture with the little play sign and it will bring tu staight to the video :P please watch and tell me what tu think :) thank you!
Undenible amor is about Bella. She was a raving party animal until soemthing happen. Now she must face the consequences of her decision. She Confides in her two bestfriends. One will help her through everything and one will turn thier back on her.
Bella is set on finding true amor but will she ever realize the one she needs is right infront of her?
Life will never be the same.
If you're wondering about the quote in "Twilight" from Montague Summers I can explain.
Montague Summers was a 19th century British clergyman and writer. Most of his libros were nonfiction works about witches and vampires.
The quote in "Twilight" is taken from the introduction to the book "The Vampire:His Kith And Kin". A volume that covers vampire legends from around the world. Along with familiar Europeon vampiros that most are familiar with the book also covers vampire legends from Africa, Asia and other parts of the world.
This an excellent work about vampire legends that is worth seeking out.
Montague Summers was a 19th century British clergyman and writer. Most of his libros were nonfiction works about witches and vampires.
The quote in "Twilight" is taken from the introduction to the book "The Vampire:His Kith And Kin". A volume that covers vampire legends from around the world. Along with familiar Europeon vampiros that most are familiar with the book also covers vampire legends from Africa, Asia and other parts of the world.
This an excellent work about vampire legends that is worth seeking out.