I felt warm arms around me, and groggily opened my eyes.
'Jake?" I asked. What was he doing at the Cullen house? and then I remembered what happened last night. The hole that had been closed long hace ripped open in my chest.
"Oh Jake," I sobbed, and the flung myself in his chest, crying.
"Bella?" he asked, mystified. "whats up?"
It hurt to say his name, but I finally choked it out. 'Edward," I wailed, and then buried my head into his chest again.
He let me stay like that for a few minutes, until I finally stopped sobbing.
"Jake, how did tu find me?" I asked, wondering how he had dared to go so close to the Cullen house.
He seemed slightly uncomfortable. "Well, I was running patrol, a bit outside the boundry lines-"
i cut him off. "A BIT, Jake, tu were practically knocking on the Cullens front door"
He shrugged. "Anyway, I caught your scent, and then I heard something collasping. I raced, and tu were there, just laying down. I thought tu were dead, Bella. What happened to you?"
Now it was my turn to be uncomfortable. "Nothing." I lied. He seemed to sense my hesitation to discuss the subject, and quickly changed it.
"Quil's been hanging down a lot a Claires place latley. tu know, since he imprinted."
I laughed, grateful. and quicklylaunched into a discussion with him. At the end though, I had to ask him something.
"Jake, can I stay with tu for a while?"
"sure," he agreed all too quickly. and I laughed again.
*******
It was hard seeing the Cullens again. I couldnt avoid seeing them, at school, their stares were always on my back. All but one. I couldn't face Edward anymore, knowing the pain I had caused him.
At the docters office, Carlisle never treated me coldly, like I thought he might react, but his eyes pleaded with me to come back.
I didn't hurt myself so much anymore, and if I did, I tried to avoid him.
When I went inicial from school, in my truck, a silver Vovlo followed me until I hit the border line.
When I was sleeping, i saw him in the trees, watching my every move, waiting for me to open my window back up.
It was hard.
'Jake?" I asked. What was he doing at the Cullen house? and then I remembered what happened last night. The hole that had been closed long hace ripped open in my chest.
"Oh Jake," I sobbed, and the flung myself in his chest, crying.
"Bella?" he asked, mystified. "whats up?"
It hurt to say his name, but I finally choked it out. 'Edward," I wailed, and then buried my head into his chest again.
He let me stay like that for a few minutes, until I finally stopped sobbing.
"Jake, how did tu find me?" I asked, wondering how he had dared to go so close to the Cullen house.
He seemed slightly uncomfortable. "Well, I was running patrol, a bit outside the boundry lines-"
i cut him off. "A BIT, Jake, tu were practically knocking on the Cullens front door"
He shrugged. "Anyway, I caught your scent, and then I heard something collasping. I raced, and tu were there, just laying down. I thought tu were dead, Bella. What happened to you?"
Now it was my turn to be uncomfortable. "Nothing." I lied. He seemed to sense my hesitation to discuss the subject, and quickly changed it.
"Quil's been hanging down a lot a Claires place latley. tu know, since he imprinted."
I laughed, grateful. and quicklylaunched into a discussion with him. At the end though, I had to ask him something.
"Jake, can I stay with tu for a while?"
"sure," he agreed all too quickly. and I laughed again.
*******
It was hard seeing the Cullens again. I couldnt avoid seeing them, at school, their stares were always on my back. All but one. I couldn't face Edward anymore, knowing the pain I had caused him.
At the docters office, Carlisle never treated me coldly, like I thought he might react, but his eyes pleaded with me to come back.
I didn't hurt myself so much anymore, and if I did, I tried to avoid him.
When I went inicial from school, in my truck, a silver Vovlo followed me until I hit the border line.
When I was sleeping, i saw him in the trees, watching my every move, waiting for me to open my window back up.
It was hard.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just dicho that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine tu can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell tu that tu had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 hora later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just dicho that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine tu can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell tu that tu had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 hora later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he dicho to me. "yeah and tu should be hunting." I dicho with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see tu later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what tu looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he dicho to me. "yeah and tu should be hunting." I dicho with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see tu later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what tu looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told tu I was a vampire and not the good kind, would tu believe me? Of course not. tu live in a world where vampiros don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. tu must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once tu turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell tu is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect tu to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampiros aren’t supposed to be real, but tu my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before tu turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask tu again to keep this book a secret, if tu don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
tu may now enter. If tu dare.
What if I told tu I was a vampire and not the good kind, would tu believe me? Of course not. tu live in a world where vampiros don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. tu must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once tu turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell tu is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect tu to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampiros aren’t supposed to be real, but tu my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before tu turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask tu again to keep this book a secret, if tu don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
tu may now enter. If tu dare.