i feel the same way when i read on the subject in scarleteen, it could be that even graphic descriptions of what happens in sex could be a turn-on for you. In fact, most studies reveal that while men are más often turned on por images-be it porn o that traje de baño issue of a magazine, women are más often turned on por things they read. And if sex ed is a turn on for you, I'd avoid lectura erotic lit for awhile.