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Riku114 dicho …
parte superior, arriba 10 Dark Type Pokemon in the making rn with Wanta publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
tu may be asking yourselves if we'll ever acknowledge that despite what we say, these are actually parte superior, arriba 15s hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
And we wont hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Its true hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
One of these days I should get back to my 3-heart Master Quest run of Legend of Zelda OoC 3DS publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Welp publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
welp hace más de un año
GDragon612 comentó…
welp =D hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Some things are real bitches to describe in words. publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
^ Relatable !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
FYI Harvest Moon, the más reciente games, have been made por Natsume, Harvest Moons publisher but not creator, and the actual ones made por Marvelous are now called Story of Seasons publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Lucy spent all día canto at me XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I USED to be Mega Super Bankai Z-Power Saiyan Rasengan Kamehameha Osore Cambio Forma Ressurection Jitsu Emperor Eye All Fiction Sexy Magical Eyes Geass Air Bending Alchemist Angst on Steroids

Now im like... Just Mega Bankai Angst on Asthma Inhaler Steroids publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Say that as fast as tu can XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I am going to be honest, but I sometimes invest in friends partially in hopes that they will become pretty successful and it will be a good reliable connection and contact that I have

por no means is it ever the main goal, but I cant deny that its sometimes an interest of mine and a partial incentive. I could care less if they actually become that successful o not, Id still be their friend, but I like being surrounded por people I see potential in. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
It makes me so happy that I can still identify the Bleach openings I liked the most por number.

Op #6
Op #10
OP #5
OP #12

In that order. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
DRAMAMAMAMAMAMA

Randomly saw a Monsta X song on my facebook feed and thats catchy publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Listening to that I still have to say Jooheon has some of the most hype raping XD hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
OKAY SHUT IT *rapping hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Took the alignment examen on one that gave me numbers (saved my respuestas so they are the same as the original cos I dont have time rn to take it again)

I got a 25 on Choatic Neutral, 20 on Lawful Neutral, 18 on Chaotic Good, and 17 on Chaotic Evil, 16 on True Neutral, 13 Lawful Good, 12 Lawful Evil, 9 Neutral Good, 8 Neutral Evil

12 Chaos, 7 Lawful, 3 Neutral,

6 Good, 13 Neutral, 5 Evil publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
People are often shocked when I any of the major factors I struggle with my mental health (other than depression cause a lot of them seem to feel thats expected of me while others *even Tric* arent) simply because Im really good at functioning with it and making it seem like its not there publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
So me and the trumpet section have moved into "prepare the siguiente year" mode. Im cramming my heir with knowledge and we are preping the future probable section leaders publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Ideally, itd be cool to be an autor when Im older as a side thing / hobby of mine.

Like I have like two ideas of stories to write up if I ever got the energy to. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Ones adventure, romance, post-apocolyptic kind of idea in a similar run to like Harry Potter and all while the others a dystopian one. But I dont particularly feel like starting it now o anything hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its just that everyone gets mad at me when they see how I write, how much i write, how much joy I get from writing, only to hear that I dont plan to be an autor XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And quite honestly agree with them XD hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Ya....if my parte superior, arriba 10 favorito! anime characters articulo could NOT be outdated ALREADY, that'd be greaaaat. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I really enjoy helping people with issues honestly, may it be mental, physical, social, familial, etc partially since it also helps me work through my own issues. Its probably how I often find myself in toxic relationships since I sometime bite off más than I can chew, but its really enjoyable.

Its part of the reason I think it would be nice to help feed the homeless o something when Im older. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I never understood what its like to be "triggered" until Kaiser Permanente fucked up my therapy.

Cos now I can be in a perfectly fine mood, hear Kaiser and hold a conversation for any time longer than 0.3 seconds, let out a huge pissed off annoyed and distressed rant about them, then return to my perfectly fine mood until its mentioned again

Cause Kaiser can go fuck itself in the depths of Hell publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
They treat me like a fucking number, which I know I am to them, rather than an actual fucking human being who suffers from bad mental health an- HERE IM GOING AGAIN. SELF. SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I swear to god, Id rather have like... Uaan and Crazedsitcomfan have a child together and make him roam all the clubes than have to deal with Kaiser's bullshit for another week o two. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know they say Thor is the God of Thunder

Then why does he use electricity?

Shouldnt he really just make REALLY loud noises? publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
We can't forget that he's also the god of Oak Trees. hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
The creators confused lightning with thunder. hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im honestly kinda scared to leave my children in band siguiente año XD I dont feel like I taught them enough to have them be okay on their own XD I need to cram the knowledge in still but I suppose theyll be fine

Is that why tu are having a one-on-one practice session this Wednesday with your favorito! rookie?

OKAY SHUT UP MOST OF THE TRUMPETS DONT KNOW CERTAIN IMPROVEMENT TECHNIQUES AND SHES THE ONE WHO WILL BE MOST RECEPTIVE publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Isn't it possible to still keep in touch with them? hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Oh yeah of course but they dont have my guidance anymore XD I told them to contact me for consejos and they told me I should come back sometime during the summer just to make sure that they are still functioning right and to set them straight if they arent XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I cant tell them specifically what to do and I cant guide them on the field and I cant give out commands anymore XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I wonder if theres a "STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES FROM SUPER RELIGIOUS COLLEGES PLZ AND THANK YOU" button somewhere on my correo electrónico provider publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Its adorable XD I was letting Lucy walk around on the bedroom floor a bit but I tugged on a cord light that he was siguiente to and he freaked out and flew at me XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Amnesia: Memories música is so calming publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I have nothing against anyone who is of the MBTI "Feeling" category, but I really hate when people's emotions and feelings are used to dis-value my arguments and suddenly my solid and sound argument that wasnt sugarcoated with dulces and gumdrops to make sure no one got hurt is completely invalid and wrong.

I dont care if your feelings are hurt because tu are being a sensitive shit. It doesnt change the fact that tu are still wrong. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
My sister was trying to argue that she, in no way o form, was wrong in any of the argument that got us both upset when I already admitted that yes I did a few things that werent the best that I could have done better and I did get irritated a bit to ofast cause she pressed my buttons and maybe my naturally loud voice could have been taken as yelling, but that she ALSO is partially at fault and she just REALLy couldnt accept that she was also a bit at fault hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Albiet Im passed it and I think my mom for once actually somewhat listened to me so Im actually kinda glad? hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Family: *yelling at me and verbally attacking me cause I casually stated an opinion that disagreed with theirs*

Me: Can we just drop it and can tu leave me alone to my music?

Mom/Dad/Sister: *ignores me, continues yelling, continues bombarding me with antagonizing questions*

Me: *responds*

Dad: UGH NEVER END tu KEEP IT GOING AND GOING. JUST STOP CONTINUING HTE CONVERSATION IT GO NOWHERE!

Me: -_____- publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
WE MADE IT TO FINALS publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Seriously people who play the paino I dont know how tu do it. Cos its like one hand is doing a complete other thing than the other and tu like have to read two things at once and like... bruh publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
No need to overthink it. tu just go along with the flow, I guess !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I have to do a senior speech for band tomorrow. Wonder what Ill come up with. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I wish I was just trying to be edgy since the level of this is actually pushing to extents that I cant really just write off as "curiousity" as I find things REALLY far on the demented and "this is a horrifically wrong thing to be watching like this" way más intriguing that a sane person should XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
parte superior, arriba 5 Distrubing Things caught on live TV

*live suicide*
*murder*
*shit*

"Btw there are enlaces below if tu can handle it"

Me: Lets seee. Oh shit a shot gun really does a shit ton of damage to your face at such close range huh. This is really intersting

Riku tu are so demented tu should not be so interested. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
*intrigued hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
MY parte superior, arriba 10 IS OFFICIALLY DONE. JUST WAITING ON WANTA TO FINISH FORMATTING IT. publicado hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
YAY hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Cool just joined Discord to humor the interesting attempt to get the misceláneo club on it.

Now to promptly forget about it within an hora tops publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
COME ON! I HAVE TRIED SO HARD TO NOT GET THE BAD SORE THROAT THAT'S GOING AROUND! WILL PEOPLE STOP GETTING SICK WITH IT! I'M DESPERATE! publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
AH IM INTERNALLY SCREAMING OVER HOW MUCH I amor SOME OF THE CHARACTERS I JUST WROTE THAT I FEEL I MIGHT HAVE TO mover HIBARI DOWN AH.

AND I CANT SPAM COS I DONT WANT TO SPOIL IT AH. publicado hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
When are we going to finally see your list? hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Im done with the five honorable mentions and three of the actual lista so we are getting there XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I SAW THE CHANGE IN icono FOR GEMINI BUT I THOUGHT LEFTERIS JUST CHANGED FOR LIKE AN hora UGH hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
My parte superior, arriba 10 has so many of my relatable characters XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
8/15 characters mentioned are on the lista XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
ALSO WHY ARE LEFTERIS' AND SILENT FORCE'S iconos STILL SWAPPED. IT TRIPS ME OUT publicado hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
I don't know what you're talking about !!!! hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I don't know either. I just came here to say that Gemini Saga is simply the best. Riku, watch Saint Seiya already. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I h8 u both hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
We hate tu too,Riku !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Warning XD My honorable mentions for the parte superior, arriba 10 anime Character lista are like the length of the anterior anime Character List's middle to early entries XD

1280 words for just the five honorable mentions and intro XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tHAT FEELING WHEN tu FORGET THAT tu HAVE CAPSLOCK ON- oH WAIT.

There we go. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
más like accidentally do. I never intentionally use Capslock since it takes away the emotional intensity that comes with mashing down the Shift button hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
DAMN IT NOW THAT "ALL I WANT FOR navidad IS YOU" IS ON REPEAT IM SUPER IN THE CHRISMTAS MOOD WAY TOO EARLY AND IM ANNOYED THAT THERE ARENT TREES AND SHIT publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE PLAY navidad música ON THE RADIO BEFORE THANKSGIVING HAS EVEN PASSED BUT DUDE NOW I FEEL LIKE SETTING UP A árbol BEFORE THANKSGIVING EVEN BEGAN hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
For Thanksgiving I will make a special note to be thankful for how shitty mental health service Kaiser Permanente gives. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
tu know, Im neutral on the whole Progressive Tax VS Proportional Tax, but the way some of my class mates dicho "But they have más money" when my class broke out in debate over it was super annoying as they seemed to feel entitled to it. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
*pulls on Santa Hat the segundo I hear a navidad song on a nerdy video as she realizes navidad is soon*

.... what? Im a cold hearted, mean, tough, edgy, woman. I por no way secretly amor navidad publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Nah no I know Im not that XD But like a lot of my classmates are shocked when I give a compliment and get super flattered cos Im really intimidating, smart, blunt, and all o something? So I guess its a big deal to get my approval o something? Im not mean o anything, but Im fairly distant I guess? XD hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I think a good few people of my school would be shocked at how much I secretly get into the navidad spirit hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I really do amor navidad just cos it makes me feel good usually. Even if it usually goes to shit in reality since my dad gets cranky every navidad instead of happy cos "tree take up too much el espacio we got to throw things away" and "we spend money on navidad blah blah blah" hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
And that last line sounds reasonable but he never uses it as a valid statement to the topic at the time hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
It really does blow my mind when people tell me they can remember their childhood as far back as to four years old. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
I remember one thing from when I was four years old, but after that it's a big blur until like...last week. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Same hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Actually no not really Id have to think how far back is my earliest memory. hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I know what a sex toy is! publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Its been so long since Ive had a genuine nightmare o anything like that. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I have 19 options for my own parte superior, arriba 10 and boy is this going to be difficult. Especially with an UNEXPECTED entry who barged his way into the parte superior, arriba 10 at the last moment. Like GEEZ. I can't take this! publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im wondering if I should go back to updating my música cos Im getting bored of Spotify publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Also part of the reason I never followed up with a parte superior, arriba anime Character lista in the past like two years is it kinda makes me feel bad to address the fact that my Three Kings are no longer my parte superior, arriba three publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Such betrayal towards the Three Kings... Do not worry. From this point, I'm the one who owns them. Gonna take good care of them !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Fite me they are always mine hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Realizing tu mixed up the first and last names of a lot of your favorito! characters is like suddenly realizing that my nombre de usuario is not Riku114 but rather 114Riku

o that weird thing the Prez did were he made an account that was his but completely backwards. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Am I the only one that likes to match perfil backgrounds to my icons?

Honestly though i need to let myself go on an obsessive collection so I can get más oro otherwise I cant afford doing this so often. I already spent half of my life time oro XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
dude.... i was working on perhaps seeing if a hollow ichigo theme worked but like...

i accidently clicked this and i liked it enough to randomly buy it

i mean its a bit over whelming on the eyes but its kinda nice. i might lower the saturation on it tho. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
It probably wont stay up long before i prolly switch to the Ulquiorra one cos it compliments my icono hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Body: It should be 11:30 we should sleep

Logic: Even if it isnt 11:30, we have been lacking sleep and should take this as an opportunity to get an extra hora of sleep before this siguiente long week

Stubbornness: NO SLEEPING BEFORE 11:30 DONT LET THE TIME CHANGE DEFEAT YOU.

Me: *staying awake till 11:30* publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
This time change is messing me up XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
ZACK BETTER NOT BE DEAD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Not meant to mean the Prez. But he better not be dead either hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Even if the Prez dies, he is going to live again. That is his way !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Huh I just realized Lucy is a Cinnamon cockatiel XD Im dumb I know its okay XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
o maybe light grey? Its REALLY hard to tell hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
「 Please do not post content that are not with the intention of sharing with me, are not one of my interests, and unrelated to anything me o any of my frequent visitors find interesting. Thank tu very much. 」 publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Does anyone else find the idea of dying and becoming absolutely nothing somewhat peaceful and happy rather than uncomfortable and unsettling? It sounds comfortable and easy and nice having nothing to desire and nothing to reach for and nothing to think about and nothing to regret. Sure it comes with the loss of experience, joy, and happiness, but in the end, its almost like its a forced state of contentness and peace since its really the only possible state of existence at that point publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
tu dont exist so tu cant think about regret o joy. tu are just nothing - gone - non-existent. Is that not peaceful in a way? hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Im not saying life isnt enjoyable. I amor life. But nothingness sounds like a break I feel a lot of people need from the cycle even if its forever. Anything else borderlines the existence of immortality which I really dont think would be nice. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 dicho …
Wot if Akashi played the Trumpet tho? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
He might have :v I wouldnt be shocked with his personality. He plays the violin, I know that for sure hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
F U C K
I
P l U C K E D

I HAD A GOOD STREAK GOING TOO FUCKING HELL. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I honestly dont think Im meant to stay up past midnight anymore cos my mind keeps trying to stab itself every time I go past that.

Then again Ive been tired all week so thats probably not helping publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
*deletes a lot of posts that dont seem too real and true to be genuine jokes* Some of tu people who get to see posts that later get deleted por me get to see things I later end up saying "Ehhh maybe I dont want people to know that" publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
My current club banner is still probably one of my favorites, if not my favorite, editar Ive made publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I was looking for a Hollow Ichigo icono and found this so Ill just have this be my icono for now instead. I forgot how much I loved this icon. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I still amor Hollow Ichigo publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I miss the time when I could also quote him in Japanese. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I need to get that time back hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like I cant actually remember the ginebra quote rn but I know that one way better than I should for the length it is and I know I remember it like 90% of the time Im not super tired hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Band Director: tu guys need to pretend that tu are the best thing in the world and want everyone to know.

Me, a trumpet player: Are tu suggesting that I'm not?

*actual scenario* publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I amor making jokes and pretending to be a stereotypical trumpet player XD But nah. One of the things our band keeps getting docted on was the amount of people not looking big and confident but rather looking down at the floor for their spots and all. Marching band is a military derived activity / sport. If tu dont look like tu dont look confident and intimidating in set, tu are doing it wrong hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Truest thing ever

https://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/aB8oOrZ_700b.jpg publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
FYI Kaiser Permanente is a fucking piece of shit insurance that has fucking crappy culo fucking mental health care publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Imma shut up before I realize how creepy and overdone this totally not-borderline idolization / fangirlling of her I have is XD publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Its so normal for me to be like this to someone who I dont know but to someone I do its problematic XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Im sorry Tate if tu ever come across me talking about you. I promise I wont collect imágenes of tu cos as someone who I know face to face that is where it officially gets kinda creepy publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I realllllllyyyyy admire / adore the visual tech that joined us this year. She doesnt come around as often as our long term one but shes greeeaaaatt.

Like she has a job in the Disneyland band, was part of Blast!, and teched for the Cavaliers.

Hilariously shes like me but like... awesome, older, and successful publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like no seriously, for me to look up to and admire someone is such a strange and rare thing its really something. Like.... there are maybe four people I ever admired even remotely if tu count my therapist. And those four alone are only kinda admired hace más de un año
Zeppie comentó…
link hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Yes hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
https://img.ifcdn.com/images/25b27dfb3e061b855ac7e58f1a9263e7a60c0e6b1fea61c7388a7b3a632640dc_1.jpg

^Literally me rn publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Riku loves the Ds

Riku loves the 4 Ds

Dystopian, dark, demented, and depressing publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Googled "the most epic anime butt ever to grace the realm of japanese animación brought to america for fake weebs"

Riku did not react.

Will try again later with something else. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
So I saw a video on Ableism on youtube from StraightOuttaTumblr (love that guy, been a fan for a while and was rewatching this one since it came up in recommendations) and it showed a post that I really feel is a pretty good explanation of SJWs

"You're never right if an oppressed person says tu are wrong. Its not a debate. tu don't get to decide whats hurtful to other people." publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Which is honestly where I get a lot of my beef with SJWs. Too many of them are built around "feelings" and a lot of exaggerate "erpresssherrrnnn" hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
*exaggerated hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
o h m y g o d

Tumblr has a SHOPLIFTING fandom

Like seriously buscar up #shoplifting and #shoplifting tips publicado hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
wut..................... hace más de un año
BlindBandit92 comentó…
I just did and it's unbelievably sad. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^^ hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Me: Im tired and need más sleep.

Me: But I refuse to sleep early when I get the chance cos I dont get free time often enough :v publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
#RelatableAF !!!! hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
We should have a "National No-Icon Day" on fanpop o at least misceláneo just to see how well we can all communicate without the iconos and just usernames publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I meant to post this on the misceláneo club hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
comentario on that one if tu see this one here hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Note to self: Wanta is very susceptible to reverse psychology publicado hace más de un año
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Oh shit. I didnt realize I correlated "Ferid" slightly as a name / nickname for me until I was rewatching an Owari no Seraph scene where his name was mentioned and I paused for a segundo like "...wait wut? OH YEAH FERID THE CHARACTER"

I guess FeridTheSassyGayFriend kinda stuck with me. publicado hace más de un año
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As time passes I feel I mover más away from my old "Im totally INTJ" and más to "Im totally ENTJ". I get there are the inbetween, but if I had to choose then it used to be easy to say INTJ over ENTJ but now its the other way around.

I wonder if it is due to maturity o if its because Im kinda reverting back to my más extroverted self again. Cos I used to be super extroverted until a line up of events changed my life style quickly to fairly introverted publicado hace más de un año
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So summary of my day. I woke up early for band, went to school, came inicial to my mom trying to forcer her plan for my future down my throat, have my mom attempt to guilt trip me three times, called me a failure twice and a disappointment twice, got half an hora to myself cos she had to leave, continued it for two más hours after that. Went to band and reluctantly left, continued getting bitched at so far for the siguiente 2.5 hours and on going. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Of course this is because I want to go to a slightly easier college that is apparently "just as good as UCs" according to everyone (and some professionals I asked) because it would allow me to stay with my boyfriend, my birds, be in a band, have little to no college debt, cos its main three majors matches exactly with mine, and I could even possibly have EXCESS money if I work a little harder than the minimum hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
But of course they want me going to UCLA o a UC school so Im a disgrace and a disappointment and a failure in their eyes that they are so upset they cant brag about that my mom was in tears over how she couldnt brag about me hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I have a poem

Say I,

If tu want to die! publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
I dont really... kind of. Ive had worse times. I just realized my family is nothing but crap sticks that care very little about me hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Fun fact, I loose a lot of my main manners of maintaining functionability when I loose the ability to listen to música with headphones o earbuds. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Honestly people are getting concerned with how overworked I am and quite honestly, so am I since even my physical body is trying to shut me down with migraines, headaches, and shooting stabbing pains randomly for literally no reason.

I would amor to take a break but really theres no el espacio for one. To take a break would just triple the stress on a later day.

And quite honestly, I dont know the siguiente time Ill actually get a real break anytime soon so... publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I also think I am relating to Ukyo alot más than I used to. I can see how that would drive him insane. publicado hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Necessary to temporarily change from my halloween icon. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
STOP P l U C K I N G HAND publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
Like for real XD Ive caught it go up there like five times in the past ten minutos XD hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
I want to eat something really heavy and super unhealthy and full of carbs and down it with Coca Cola poured into the largest receptacle I can locate. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^Same fam hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Hello darkness my old friend publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I can no longer tell if my "shit pills" refer to the fiber vitamins o the pills that smell like shit publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
;-; My new Trichotillomania medicine / vitamins literally smell like actual shit. Like a really stinky crap. And i have to take two a día then four a día ;-;

#WhatIsLife publicado hace más de un año
wantadog comentó…
You're REAAAALLY good at Pokemon tho. hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
.... doesnt change the fact my medicine literally smells like diarrhea hace más de un año
wantadog dicho …
Why did I make Akashi my phone lock screen background?

Why do I think it looks nice?

I am not Riku. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
^My Akashi hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Am I the only one who writes professional, formal almost business-like letters to her own father that she lives with about her plans for school and universidad because its the easiest way to converse with him? publicado hace más de un año
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So uh... misceláneo muro post throw back from me

"FINALLY I found Caterpie."

Never thought I would be so excited for a Caterpie publicado hace más de un año
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Can someone learn the trumpet so I can have an online trumpet friend? publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Sometimes I wonder if my obsessions with so many things is actually normal and just called something tu enjoy but at the same time I dont feel people get nearly as attached and fixated on things as much as I do when Im obsessed with somehting

Cos its almost ADHD like in nature when I get hooked on something. I REALLY need to go check something out and its REALLY hard not to at times and I sometimes get lost in it forgetting what I was doing

I mean they do circulate but... publicado hace más de un año
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Really people look at my lack of need to study for anything and natural excellence in a lot of things something to be envious of and I really do get why they would say that, especially those that spend hours studying just to get a B o C

But really its not all that most imagine it to be

Like for one thing, all it really does is make your standards to make yourself proud like 20x higher. publicado hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
Drum Major / Band Director: For this part, since we are making a fake ending, we are going to change the decrescendo to a crescendo.

Younger Trumpet: How are we supposed to crescendo when we are already at fortissimo? We are already playing as loud as we can get

Me: tu play louder and get gud m8. Fortissimo is like... Double Forte, tu should be able to get up to like.... Quadruple Forte at least publicado hace más de un año
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At this point, I sure do hope there isnt a Hell cos I know Ive got a nice room saved for me there publicado hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
I can't help but wonder about the reasoning behind that !!!! hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
Of course, #SatanOnceAgain XD !!!! hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
Satan loves tu hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
I still dont know if Im más introverted o extroverted in nature publicado hace más de un año
SilentForce comentó…
tu always striked me as being más extroverted than introverted. hace más de un año
TheLefteris24 comentó…
How about being an Ambivert? hace más de un año
Riku114 comentó…
XD I know I am both but if I had to choose one XD hace más de un año
Riku114 dicho …
google buscar with Riku114: How to not burn yourself out

google buscar with Riku114: How to stop when tu have burnt yourself off instead of burning away at the fumes publicado hace más de un año