Would someone help me out?

Maybe tu should consider someone trustable not anyone. tu know there are fucked up people out there who will use your picture for threatening tu and God knows what else.

Go to 'Reddit gets Drawn' and post a picture of yourself there. Ask them the style you'd like to be drawn in. A lot of people post their pictures there and artists draws them.

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im not that of an artist.. i only can draw this style and its not anime.. its más like idk.. so i dont think not me