What do i do?

Well first, I think tu should get your hand off your boob.

It look creepy man. o.e

My life sucks.
Yeah me too.
mover on.

Listen to music. Stay positive. Everything will work out. *shot for reference that nobody will get*

Whatever tu do, DO NOT RESORT TO SUICIDE. Usually during the final segundos of suicide, the person commiting it wants desperately to live, which is why it is even sadder for those who succeed. I am really sorry U are feeling like this. Stay happy:)