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your gone for good
out of sight
out of love
never easy saying goodbye
knowing inside that you, my love
may not come back.

gazing at each other
realizing how much we love,cherish and desire
one other
his eyes so much like his soul
so strong and confident
yet so soft and gentle.

instanly i realized how
I couldn't let go
not only of him,
but of the feelings of amor and desire,
admiration and devotion
that i knew i felt for him
and i couldn't deny, no more
at the same instant i knew i was too late
too late to say those words that
i was dying to say.

leaving he was, after everything i've done
to make him stay
no more...

“Ok, dear, see tu soon” I hung up and entered my house.
I spent some time helping my mom with some house work and at 3 pm, I started preparing my costume for a concert. Natalie showed up at 4 pm. I prepared some fresh and my door campana rang. I rushed to open the door. But my mom already opened it. Natalie was whispering something to my mom. When she noticed me, she made a poker face and my mom turned to me:
“So, Lily, you’re going to spend 2 days at Natalie’s. I’ll ask dad to drive tu both. But don’t stay long at night and don’t drink any alcohol, ok?” And she went to the kitchen....

Have tu ever had that best friend, the one you've known since atleast kindergarten? The one who's a boy? That one person tu go to when everything is wrong, the one tu cry to. Well I do. But as much as I wish it not to be true, I amor him, más than a friend. And what amazes me is EVERYONE knows it but HIM. Everyone trys getting us to go out, but HE doesnt know it. Well this is how I see the whole situation. I'm in eighth grade. I've been best friends with a boy since before elementry school. And i've liked him since 6th grade. Whats funny is everyone but him is aware i like him and is set...