tu are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because tu do not exist much...
Why do tu run away from such a place as this?
tu liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. tu like and amor this place...
tu born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt lost without tu and like I lose tu more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will tu stay for me, then… por my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with tu as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to tu that I will not run away-from tu o from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I amor you... and want to amor tu más again...

I am missing tu and losing tu as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, tu fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few más minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some preguntas of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would tu do the same thing for me?
Would tu sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will tu save me when I need your help?

Would tu do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet tu again- in the Soul Society o elsewhere, but I hope I can meet tu there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting tu wherever, anywhere and I cannot oso, oso de to think about that...
I just can cry and más and más within I cry waiting you... just waiting for tu to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing más of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...