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Hi! I'm Xante Riveiros, and at the moment, I'm 20 years old. My birthday is 20 February, so yes, I'm a Pisces. My favorito! color is BLUE. Any shade, and tint, any hue. I was born in Rio de Janeiro, Brasil, and I still live there today. I used to have a younger brother, aged 16, but he committed suicide on 12 May 2012. His name was Dino Angelo Da Silva Santos Riveiros. But I have two younger sisters, so I'm not alone. Their names are Cristobel, age 7, and Juliana, age 15. My father was arrested on my birthday this año for reasons I do not want to discuss. My mom was diagnosed with brain cancer...
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posted by XanteR
We laughed together.
We cried together.
We were best friends.
Correction: We WERE best friends.
A slip of the tongue
on my account
was all it took
to release the bull.
I dicho I was sorry.
He dicho no.
I dicho to give me a chance.
I begged for a chance
He dicho he didn't need me.
He dicho no.
I was lost.
I was distraught.
I couldn't comprehend.
I wanted to kill myself.
So I reached for the gun.
I didn't have the gut, to aim for my head.
I aimed for my neck.
He told me he would bet
all the money in the world
that I wouldn't do it
So I took the shot.
I thought I would die.
But it just really really hurt.
Juliana runs in.
Julio runs in.
I try to scream and cry- BUT I CAN'T.
The doctors say that my vocal cords
ARE RUINED.
I think back to what the last thing I ever dicho was.

"But, I though Dylan was my friend. How could this happened to me.

I Don't Deserve to Live."

My sister says that I'll never be able to speak again.

All because of my mistake.
posted by XanteR
I'm sorry for the pain
I caused you
I'm sorry for tearing
Your corazón in two
I'm sorry for not
Understanding you.
It's not that I forgot
About the pregunta tu had asked
It's that I didn't remember
Because it was so far in the past.

You know, tu mean the world to me
You really honestly do
The last thing that I want
Is to lose us: Me and You.
No one can replace the bond we share
No one can take away the feeling
Of knowing that you're always there
When I need you.

I thought about what happened
And how much it must have hurt
I didn't mean to do it
But I don't always watch my words.
Dylan, you're my angel
One of my...
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