Hello my name is Leila Claudette Xavier the daughter of Max Oscar Xavier. The CEO of Xavier Arms Of War o X.A.W. it is the number one provider of weapons for the arm forces. X.A.W. has been around since world war one we are a family of geniuses mean the Xavier are know for that. I graduated from college when I was ten years old and was valedictorian of my high school class at the age of eight. I’m now fifteen. I woke to the sun pouring thought my bahía window here in Virginia playa near Camp Pendleton so named after General William Nelson Pendleton an Episcopalian minister at Grace Church in Lexington who Robert E. Lee chief of artillery during the civil war. As I pull myself of my sphere cama that is suspend from the ceiling. In my massive bedroom on the far side of the room was my equilateral sofa that was padded on the inside the out side was purple that stood on four dark wood legs. In front of it was a pair of Victorian style rosado, rosa chairs in between them was my multi-level wood side mesa, tabla with these lamps that looked like a tulip. Above it was a overhang light the was made out of half circles in groups. On the muro beside me was the side mesa, tabla made stainless steel wire that encompassed in glass with had the stainless steal vase on a circuital plate that had calla lily very clean line. Opposite side of my window was a white escritorio that was very clean lined very smooth with in front of it was a plastic chair .on the muro beside it was spiral bookshelves that held my most precious libros My computer switched on to my weight touching the ground the man voice on my computer informed me “74° on a Monday morning at 8:32”. As the screen pulls away revealing the Atlantic ocean tide waves and the few men out to riding the waves I watched the whitecaps on the land. I strolled over to my wore rope cupboard and donned my long sleeved black and white striped camisa, camiseta that my dad had pursues in Paris once about three years hace when he went there with one of his ex’s amber for one of his many get away. Then I pulled out one of many classic black pantalones and paired it with my black pumps. Then there was a knock on my door as I looked in the mirror and smooth out my brown hair “enter”. Dulcia my father assistance she has been my father assistance since before I was born she was like a mother to me I have never met my really mother I don’t even know her name. Every time I have ever tried to talk to my father about it he would just say “ she left soon after I was born” that is how it always ends it that conquest.
“your dad wants tu to come down he wants to see tu before we leave for the demonstration and I want to make sure that tu knew we will be gone for a few days after the demonstration we are going to Washington DC for five days for the us weapon review at congress”
“ I remember tu told me last mes remember we went over this year” as I went around her and down the spiraling stair case . My father was stand over Jeffery as he garthed his things and took it out to his mustang. That he would later switch to the plane to go to Washington DC father hates to drive for a long period of time. He looked up at me with a smile my father had a great amount of emotion I think that what it called. He was smart but had graduated from college a lot later then I had he was fifteen when he got out of M.I.T. My father had one fault he has to much emotion. “ha, sweetheart!” “hello, father.” I walked over to him. “ok so your going to be here for a little while por yourself .there is plenty of comida in the cocina ,and if tu need anything Jeffery is on call like always .Dulcia and I will be just a call away ok.”
“understood father I hope it all goes well in the congress and as well with the demonstration”. My father came up to me kisses me on parte superior, arriba of the head and gave me a hung. “thank for that try not to blow the house up while I’m gone ok we do not want a repeat of last time” giving me one más kiss then walk away before he closed the door he yelled back “I amor tu Leila” then he was gone I yelled to the computer “play list” and Kelly Clarkson -start with goodbye came on as I made my way to the cocina and began to make egg, toast, with a side of panqueques, tortitas . This was the norm for my father and me to talk little and when we did he would be all about the company. I went over to the geometrical black rectangular sofá leaning back into the armrest “on” I whispered and the TV switch on the news telling me about our competitors the same man that has been trying to take us down since before I was born he is so stuck on himself.
“your dad wants tu to come down he wants to see tu before we leave for the demonstration and I want to make sure that tu knew we will be gone for a few days after the demonstration we are going to Washington DC for five days for the us weapon review at congress”
“ I remember tu told me last mes remember we went over this year” as I went around her and down the spiraling stair case . My father was stand over Jeffery as he garthed his things and took it out to his mustang. That he would later switch to the plane to go to Washington DC father hates to drive for a long period of time. He looked up at me with a smile my father had a great amount of emotion I think that what it called. He was smart but had graduated from college a lot later then I had he was fifteen when he got out of M.I.T. My father had one fault he has to much emotion. “ha, sweetheart!” “hello, father.” I walked over to him. “ok so your going to be here for a little while por yourself .there is plenty of comida in the cocina ,and if tu need anything Jeffery is on call like always .Dulcia and I will be just a call away ok.”
“understood father I hope it all goes well in the congress and as well with the demonstration”. My father came up to me kisses me on parte superior, arriba of the head and gave me a hung. “thank for that try not to blow the house up while I’m gone ok we do not want a repeat of last time” giving me one más kiss then walk away before he closed the door he yelled back “I amor tu Leila” then he was gone I yelled to the computer “play list” and Kelly Clarkson -start with goodbye came on as I made my way to the cocina and began to make egg, toast, with a side of panqueques, tortitas . This was the norm for my father and me to talk little and when we did he would be all about the company. I went over to the geometrical black rectangular sofá leaning back into the armrest “on” I whispered and the TV switch on the news telling me about our competitors the same man that has been trying to take us down since before I was born he is so stuck on himself.
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him más and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well tu see
I'm not myself anymore
Well tu can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
por myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things tu don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
por myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
por myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por myself
por myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well tu can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
por myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things tu don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
por myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
por myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
por myself
por myself
An ángel
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The ángel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the ángel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The ángel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the ángel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing tu makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because tu can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because tu make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because tu can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world tu keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me tu were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need tu is
because I'll always amor you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing tu makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because tu can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because tu make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because tu can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world tu keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me tu were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need tu is
because I'll always amor you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives tu the roads
and leaves tu choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and tu live it
wrapped por sadness
o happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
tu pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves tu not,
that's tu who amor
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives tu choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the pregunta is
will tu remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will tu remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.