Dear The-One-I’m-Glad-I-Never-Kept
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after tu had hurt me, I got over tu pretty quick, I guess I never really loved tu and tu were a waste of my time, and when tu left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months tu had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do tu remember that día I was crying, and I had went to tu with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, tu had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and tu had called me a good for nothing ugly perra who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his camisa, camiseta sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was más amazing then I could ever know, and tu were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how tu had dado me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your friends were hitting on me when tu had walked in, and got all tense, and tu were claiming your territory, tu might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and dicho “Baby tu look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure tu had dado me for sex, and every time I dicho no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, por accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to mover at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your friends jokingly told tu that tu were whipped and my bitch, and tu had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his friends joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and dicho “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and tu had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and tu dicho grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I amor you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that día I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how tu had looked at me disgusted and dicho “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and tu had looked at me and dicho “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, tu started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter concierto with him, and he had looked at me funny and dicho “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t tu going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between tu and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess tu never did.
amor from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish tu the best, and I hope tu grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate tu is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want tu back.
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after tu had hurt me, I got over tu pretty quick, I guess I never really loved tu and tu were a waste of my time, and when tu left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months tu had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do tu remember that día I was crying, and I had went to tu with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, tu had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and tu had called me a good for nothing ugly perra who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his camisa, camiseta sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was más amazing then I could ever know, and tu were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how tu had dado me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your friends were hitting on me when tu had walked in, and got all tense, and tu were claiming your territory, tu might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and dicho “Baby tu look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure tu had dado me for sex, and every time I dicho no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, por accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to mover at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your friends jokingly told tu that tu were whipped and my bitch, and tu had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his friends joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and dicho “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and tu had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and tu dicho grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I amor you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that día I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how tu had looked at me disgusted and dicho “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and tu had looked at me and dicho “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, tu started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter concierto with him, and he had looked at me funny and dicho “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t tu going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between tu and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess tu never did.
amor from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish tu the best, and I hope tu grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate tu is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want tu back.
blood fills the faces of my fantasies
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a oscilación at me
come and i'll push tu to the ground
what are tu doing? what do tu think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are tu leaving me now?!
i will make tu suffer just like tu made me suffer
i will watch tu screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound por your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow tu and torture tu and i'll watch tu screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking tu down and making tu drown
i wanna kill tu the same way tu killed me
leaving me thoughtless
tu can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but tu can not break me down
gonna take tu down because nothing in this world is going to save me
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a oscilación at me
come and i'll push tu to the ground
what are tu doing? what do tu think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are tu leaving me now?!
i will make tu suffer just like tu made me suffer
i will watch tu screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound por your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow tu and torture tu and i'll watch tu screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking tu down and making tu drown
i wanna kill tu the same way tu killed me
leaving me thoughtless
tu can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but tu can not break me down
gonna take tu down because nothing in this world is going to save me
The día of love,
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one por my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That tu would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
tu are my one true,
Thank tu honey,
For being with me,
I amor tu so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
por ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I amor x
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one por my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That tu would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
tu are my one true,
Thank tu honey,
For being with me,
I amor tu so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
por ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I amor x
Hello my name is Cristina Xtri ,i am 15 years old and i amor every singer's songs because SONG IS MY LIFE and also if singers wasn't even here exist then there would be no songs and i wouldn't even listen to song but now singers are here my life in on a ROCK AND ROLL!!!! WELL want to say something i amor every singer's songs well they are GREAT for me it is my LIFE!!
SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just amor every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i amor every songs well they are great!! hola all the singers make más song for me please want to see más !!! well just amor every singer!!, well my favorito! song is WORK por rihanna and what is yours?
SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just amor every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i amor every songs well they are great!! hola all the singers make más song for me please want to see más !!! well just amor every singer!!, well my favorito! song is WORK por rihanna and what is yours?