I felt stiff, and I stretched. I slowly opened my eyes; I was in Alexanderâs bedroom. I was fully clothed, that was a good sign. I laid flat on my back.
âYes, I found him on the street,â Alexander mustâve been on the phone. Was he talking about me? There was a pause.
âHe was crying, and I brought him back here. He got into a bad fight with Grey. She kicked him out,â great a recap.
âOkay, I will. Goodbye Dr. Anozi,â Alexander hung up the phone. He was talking to Dr. Anozi. I felt comforted por the fact that the doctor still cared about me. I heard Alexanderâs footsteps creeping closer to his bedroom. He stood in the doorway and looked at me with his warm, brown eyes; it made my corazĂłn melt. âI was beginning to think only your prince charming could get tu up,â Alexander dicho grinning. He leaned on the doorframe.
âYou didnât try to get me up did you?â It wasnât like me to say something so spontaneous.
âNo, I thought the sleep would help your mind rework itself into a anterior state,â Alexander said.
âHow long was I out?â I asked. por the way my muscles felt Iâm going to guess a while.
âAbout three days. I started to get worried, and Iâve been calling Dr. Anozi,â he said. Wow, three daysâŠIâve been stoned and drunk, but I didnât sleep that long.
âGod, I feel like shit,â I dicho trying to stand up. Alexander walked over to me, and helped me. I stood, and my ankles and knees popped.
âYou alright there old man?â Alexander asked chuckling.
âVery funny, help me into the living room,â I said. He put my arm around his neck, and walked as I hobbled beside him into the living room. He sat me on the couch.
âDo tu need anything?â Alexander asked.
âUh, my meds,â I said. I didnât need to have a schizophrenic outbreak anytime soon. It would be worse now, considering I had so much on my mind. Alexander walked into the kitchen. I looked around the living room for my suitcase. He had laid it in here when I first came. Now where was it?
He entered the room with my pills and a glass of water. I took them. âThanks,â I put the pills in my mouth and took a sip of water.
âHow are tu feeling?â Alexander asked concernedly, his soft hand lying on parte superior, arriba of mine. I felt the nerves in my hands go wild.
âThere has been worse, yet there has been better,â I said. I didnât quite know how I felt. I wanted to feel bad, to feel raging guilt. I didnât though I felt happy, and secure. Just being here with Alexander in this moment meant the world to me. He studied me for a moment; I looked down. I hated it when people looked at me.
âI amor you,â Alexander dicho picking up my chin to look in my eyes. A shiver went down my spine and my corazĂłn melted. I wanted to say it back, but I was speechless. I took a deep, shaky breath.
âI-I amor tu t-too,â I stammered. I was sure I did, but I was in shock. He kissed me; I felt a tear go down my cheek. Was this my forever, o only a moment that Iâll look back on later? He pulled back and looked at me.
âWhy are tu crying?â Alexander asked.
âI want to feel bad, but I donât,â I said.
âFeel bad about what?â his brow furrowed as he looked at me. âThe fight with Grey. I want to feel guilty, but I donât. Iâm happy,â I said, and hung my head as mĂĄs tears came down.
âThis is what I think tu should do. Iâm going to Boston for a few days for a conference. During that time tu should go and apologize to Grey,â dicho Alexander. My corazĂłn sank as I heard I wouldnât see him.
âWhat will I say?â I asked. How do tu apologize to Grey? She wonât accept it.
âJust say sorry, thatâs all tu have to do,â Alexander said, and picked up my chin. He looked me in the eyes. âYou can do this, I know tu can.â I was glad to know he had faith in me. For, I did not.
âYes, I found him on the street,â Alexander mustâve been on the phone. Was he talking about me? There was a pause.
âHe was crying, and I brought him back here. He got into a bad fight with Grey. She kicked him out,â great a recap.
âOkay, I will. Goodbye Dr. Anozi,â Alexander hung up the phone. He was talking to Dr. Anozi. I felt comforted por the fact that the doctor still cared about me. I heard Alexanderâs footsteps creeping closer to his bedroom. He stood in the doorway and looked at me with his warm, brown eyes; it made my corazĂłn melt. âI was beginning to think only your prince charming could get tu up,â Alexander dicho grinning. He leaned on the doorframe.
âYou didnât try to get me up did you?â It wasnât like me to say something so spontaneous.
âNo, I thought the sleep would help your mind rework itself into a anterior state,â Alexander said.
âHow long was I out?â I asked. por the way my muscles felt Iâm going to guess a while.
âAbout three days. I started to get worried, and Iâve been calling Dr. Anozi,â he said. Wow, three daysâŠIâve been stoned and drunk, but I didnât sleep that long.
âGod, I feel like shit,â I dicho trying to stand up. Alexander walked over to me, and helped me. I stood, and my ankles and knees popped.
âYou alright there old man?â Alexander asked chuckling.
âVery funny, help me into the living room,â I said. He put my arm around his neck, and walked as I hobbled beside him into the living room. He sat me on the couch.
âDo tu need anything?â Alexander asked.
âUh, my meds,â I said. I didnât need to have a schizophrenic outbreak anytime soon. It would be worse now, considering I had so much on my mind. Alexander walked into the kitchen. I looked around the living room for my suitcase. He had laid it in here when I first came. Now where was it?
He entered the room with my pills and a glass of water. I took them. âThanks,â I put the pills in my mouth and took a sip of water.
âHow are tu feeling?â Alexander asked concernedly, his soft hand lying on parte superior, arriba of mine. I felt the nerves in my hands go wild.
âThere has been worse, yet there has been better,â I said. I didnât quite know how I felt. I wanted to feel bad, to feel raging guilt. I didnât though I felt happy, and secure. Just being here with Alexander in this moment meant the world to me. He studied me for a moment; I looked down. I hated it when people looked at me.
âI amor you,â Alexander dicho picking up my chin to look in my eyes. A shiver went down my spine and my corazĂłn melted. I wanted to say it back, but I was speechless. I took a deep, shaky breath.
âI-I amor tu t-too,â I stammered. I was sure I did, but I was in shock. He kissed me; I felt a tear go down my cheek. Was this my forever, o only a moment that Iâll look back on later? He pulled back and looked at me.
âWhy are tu crying?â Alexander asked.
âI want to feel bad, but I donât,â I said.
âFeel bad about what?â his brow furrowed as he looked at me. âThe fight with Grey. I want to feel guilty, but I donât. Iâm happy,â I said, and hung my head as mĂĄs tears came down.
âThis is what I think tu should do. Iâm going to Boston for a few days for a conference. During that time tu should go and apologize to Grey,â dicho Alexander. My corazĂłn sank as I heard I wouldnât see him.
âWhat will I say?â I asked. How do tu apologize to Grey? She wonât accept it.
âJust say sorry, thatâs all tu have to do,â Alexander said, and picked up my chin. He looked me in the eyes. âYou can do this, I know tu can.â I was glad to know he had faith in me. For, I did not.
this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make mĂĄs of this book o not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank tu <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i dicho happily.Mother was cooking eggs and brindis, pan tostado while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and brindis, pan tostado in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who tu were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.
Glance the other way
Rip your corazĂłn out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
tu know nothing!
Yet tu pretend tu do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
tu told me once
I told tu twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
o remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left o right?
Up o down?
Wrong o right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Rip your corazĂłn out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
tu know nothing!
Yet tu pretend tu do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
tu told me once
I told tu twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
o remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left o right?
Up o down?
Wrong o right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer