“Yes, I am,” I dicho calmly. I felt sick to my stomach even as I dicho it.
“Why?” asked Grey as if it were not obvious.
“I amor him,” I said.
“I thought tu loved me,” she said, tears in her eyes. Although I saw tears, I also saw hate and fire.
“You were mistaken,” I said, it was cruel, but true. I loved Alexander más than her.
“Why don’t tu amor me?” she asked.
“You raped me, and I married tu only because the baby,” I said. “Then I stayed with you, because I thought tu would get your dad to tell the psychiatric board I wasn’t ready for the job.”
“Wait…What baby?” Grey asked her brow furrowed.
“The baby…You got pregnant the night tu raped me. tu had a miscarriage, remember?” she had to remember, right? Maybe she had repressed it, but it wasn’t like her to repress things. That was más my style.
“Oh my God,” Grey laughed, and shook her head. “You really fell for that?”
“Fell for what?”
“I lied to you. I was never pregnant. I told tu a lie, and I knew tu would marry me. tu would never let a child suffer,” dicho Grey. Something inside me broke. It was one thing to lie, but it was another thing to lie about a child.
“How dare you…You’re such a bitch, a selfish, hateful bitch,” I spat. I tried organizing words in my mind. It wasn’t working.
“I didn’t know any other way,” she dicho coolly.
“Why did tu want me anyway? Was it not obvious enough that I was gay? You’ve kept me in misery for years,” I said.
“I wanted you, because tu were sexy. We would be all the rage, and I wanted that. I knew tu were gay, but I thought I could turn you…I was wrong,” she dicho her head down.
“Yes, tu were wrong; because of tu I have been stressed. All I’ve wanted was Alexander, but no, I couldn’t have him. I was with you, and tu kept me on such a tight leash Grey,” I said, furious. “I was ready to commit suicide, and it was all your fault.”
“Damien, I’m sorry,” Grey said, but it was not sincere.
“No tu aren’t,” I walked up the stairs she trailed behind me.
“Damn it Damien, you’re such a bastard! How do tu know what I feel? Why do tu do blame me? It’s your own fault! I never dicho that tu couldn’t leave me,” she said.
“You implied it. The way tu would talk about me, how tu treated me. I am your toy! That’s it, and if I would’ve left, my career would be over,” I said. Grey had a look on her face, she knew I was right.
“Leave, now,” she dicho sternly.
“I will,” I took my suitcase out of the closet and walked out of the house. I was furious I had to calm down. I would never go back…Never…
“Why?” asked Grey as if it were not obvious.
“I amor him,” I said.
“I thought tu loved me,” she said, tears in her eyes. Although I saw tears, I also saw hate and fire.
“You were mistaken,” I said, it was cruel, but true. I loved Alexander más than her.
“Why don’t tu amor me?” she asked.
“You raped me, and I married tu only because the baby,” I said. “Then I stayed with you, because I thought tu would get your dad to tell the psychiatric board I wasn’t ready for the job.”
“Wait…What baby?” Grey asked her brow furrowed.
“The baby…You got pregnant the night tu raped me. tu had a miscarriage, remember?” she had to remember, right? Maybe she had repressed it, but it wasn’t like her to repress things. That was más my style.
“Oh my God,” Grey laughed, and shook her head. “You really fell for that?”
“Fell for what?”
“I lied to you. I was never pregnant. I told tu a lie, and I knew tu would marry me. tu would never let a child suffer,” dicho Grey. Something inside me broke. It was one thing to lie, but it was another thing to lie about a child.
“How dare you…You’re such a bitch, a selfish, hateful bitch,” I spat. I tried organizing words in my mind. It wasn’t working.
“I didn’t know any other way,” she dicho coolly.
“Why did tu want me anyway? Was it not obvious enough that I was gay? You’ve kept me in misery for years,” I said.
“I wanted you, because tu were sexy. We would be all the rage, and I wanted that. I knew tu were gay, but I thought I could turn you…I was wrong,” she dicho her head down.
“Yes, tu were wrong; because of tu I have been stressed. All I’ve wanted was Alexander, but no, I couldn’t have him. I was with you, and tu kept me on such a tight leash Grey,” I said, furious. “I was ready to commit suicide, and it was all your fault.”
“Damien, I’m sorry,” Grey said, but it was not sincere.
“No tu aren’t,” I walked up the stairs she trailed behind me.
“Damn it Damien, you’re such a bastard! How do tu know what I feel? Why do tu do blame me? It’s your own fault! I never dicho that tu couldn’t leave me,” she said.
“You implied it. The way tu would talk about me, how tu treated me. I am your toy! That’s it, and if I would’ve left, my career would be over,” I said. Grey had a look on her face, she knew I was right.
“Leave, now,” she dicho sternly.
“I will,” I took my suitcase out of the closet and walked out of the house. I was furious I had to calm down. I would never go back…Never…
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The mostrar is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This mostrar is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The mostrar is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This mostrar is over,
Now go home.
She fell to the floor and wept, and the jar shook
The día ended on a cold note for the cold night
He had her corazón sealed in a jar, fragile and trapped
Until he had his moment and let go
With little strength, she had saved it and ran
She had ran until the darkness was unbearable,
As she wept, the jar shivered in her arms
Her dark blue eyes were drenched
And her mind was a dark, narrow corridor.
Her heat prolonged in entrapment,
Torturing her unknowingly with each eternity-like moment.
Finally, she ceased her overwhelming emotions,
Now silent and pondering
Distracted, the jar fell, and shattered at her feet
He’s gone. He’s gone! The words danced in her mind.
Her corazón was free, and she was free
She got to her feet, no longer stumbling
And the shattered jar crunched under her feet
There was no más pain.
~~~~~~~~
...Yeah, I know it kinda sucks. Like I said, first attempt. :/
The día ended on a cold note for the cold night
He had her corazón sealed in a jar, fragile and trapped
Until he had his moment and let go
With little strength, she had saved it and ran
She had ran until the darkness was unbearable,
As she wept, the jar shivered in her arms
Her dark blue eyes were drenched
And her mind was a dark, narrow corridor.
Her heat prolonged in entrapment,
Torturing her unknowingly with each eternity-like moment.
Finally, she ceased her overwhelming emotions,
Now silent and pondering
Distracted, the jar fell, and shattered at her feet
He’s gone. He’s gone! The words danced in her mind.
Her corazón was free, and she was free
She got to her feet, no longer stumbling
And the shattered jar crunched under her feet
There was no más pain.
~~~~~~~~
...Yeah, I know it kinda sucks. Like I said, first attempt. :/
Ok, so I just want to write a little summary to my story that I want to write called A Place of Our Own I'm basically escritura this to see if people will like it, and if they do, I'll write more. :)
So anyways, it's about a Hollie, 17 año old girl who has an alcoholic mother and a step father who abuses her as well as her 12 año old sister, Amy. Hollie's been in a 3 año on/off relationship with a heroin addicted boyfriend, Danny. When a close call puts Danny in the hospital, he promises Hollie that he'll quit and they'll find a better life. This causes Hollie to realize that she needs to leave inicial and find help herself.
So yeah, if tu liked this, please comentario and there WILL be more. Thanks. :)
So anyways, it's about a Hollie, 17 año old girl who has an alcoholic mother and a step father who abuses her as well as her 12 año old sister, Amy. Hollie's been in a 3 año on/off relationship with a heroin addicted boyfriend, Danny. When a close call puts Danny in the hospital, he promises Hollie that he'll quit and they'll find a better life. This causes Hollie to realize that she needs to leave inicial and find help herself.
So yeah, if tu liked this, please comentario and there WILL be more. Thanks. :)