how long does it take to get home? it shouldn`t take this long.
we were sat on the plaine bella was quite i was just staring at her. what was she thinking? was she mad at me? we sat there her on a seperate asiento then me did she wont to touch me? i wouldn`t if i was her.
why didn`t i leave her with jacob black he could look after her he wouldn`t have done this to her. im so stupid.
she looked awfull allready what was that thing doing to her? i hated it allready it was herting her. well a little longer a little longer i kept telling my self we were nearly there. i was losing my mind.
as we walked to meet them she was quite yet again she kept her distance. it was only a short warlk ontil we saw them all stood there lookin worried. we kept warlking to them and only rose made any mover to aprouche us. i shot her warning glances but she ignored me and went straight to bella and hugged her? what was happerning. i did something i hated doing. read rosas mind. tu have no idea do you? she wonts to keep it edward she wonts the baby and i am going to help her have it no matter what tu think she phoned me and asked for my help. your not going to kill it edward.
how could i miss this? she wonted it she wonted to keep the thing that is going to hert her. why?
we reached the car bella already asleep "do tu mind if i ride with rose carslie to and alice/ i need a word with tu all" they looked confused "please"
"of corse we will take bella" esme dicho carm of corse she had no idea what was going to happen now.
i was going to kill rose.
we walked to the car silent i slid into the back asiento siguiente to her she looked scared. good.
as soon as the door was closed it began. i turned on her.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE tu THINKING" i roard.
"its not my choise it hers " she sounded smug
"WHAT IF SHE DIES HAVE tu THOUGHT ABOUT THAT? WHAT IF SHE DIES!!! i was on the verge of losing it and they knew it.
"that would be most umforchinate wouldn`t it" i was going to kill her. the car stopped i pushed her out she was going to regret this. but as soon as i was in my crouch.
"EDWARD STOP THIS ISNT RIGHT SHE IS YOUR SISTER tu CARNT DO THIS" carslie dicho right behind me .
"but she is going to die carslie i can hear it in everyones thought she is going to die and she" i jabbed my finger in rosas direnction " is going to help her" i broke down on my knees everything i have been fighting for was going to be taken away from me and i didnt know what els to do? i felt a hand on my shoulders
"edward what am i ment to do?" carslie asked
"get it out of her i dont care what it takes just get that thing out of her now i ddont care what it costs me i dont care if she hates me i dont care if she leaves me. i care if she`s seguro i care if she is alive" i got up and ran inicial it was only a few minutos away and i need time to carm down bella would be awake soon.
and she was she was lay on the coach in rosalies arms rosalie tellin her it would be allright that she would be safe. rosalie and not me.
i walked siguiente to her "bella what are tu doing?"
"what do tu mean" she sounded so weak i had to keep carm
"i mean what are tu doing tu know whats going to happen dont you? what might happen to you?"
"yes" she whispered.
"then why?"
"edward this is your child our child i am not going to kill it when who knows what will"-
"exactly who knows what will happen both of tu could-could" i stopped i couldn`t thinj it about her i wouldn`t.
days passed we hardly spoke i would lie siguiente to her play with her hair but keep her from looking in my eyes. she would see what this was doing to me she already had her bulg it was only going to be a matter of a mes o less then that she belived that she would servive this i hopped she was right. he might already be able to hear me so
surprise was out jacob had already heard we were back and he was here. great.
"jacobs on his way in" i told them as i watched bellas face lighten the dull a moment later. hm.
"i will go greet him" carslie dicho and walked to the front door."hello jacob"
xarslie sounded carm. he was good at hiding it " how are tu today?"
jacob took a deap breath. the smell. and waited for the rest.
i was dissapointed it was carslie who answered the door i would much rather it was edward who answerd fangs out carslie was just so human it was hard to think that i wad going to kill him if i had the chance.
he was planning to kill us. that didn`t sound so bad for me.
"i heard bella made it back alive" he said. ha barly.
"er jacob could we do this later this isnt the best time"
was he asking to prospone the death match
"why wont he let him in?" bella asked
"bella tu not in the"-
is that bella oh i amor her i amor her.
"why not are we keeping secrets from jacob too whats the point?"
he heard it then the sound of the routhness in her voise how it cracked. how it wasnt bellas voise anymore. he thought she was a newborn he was trying to think back to the time when they were fighting in the field with them. its not what he was expecting.
"come on in jacob" bella called más loudly for him to hear he could hear fine
edward what is she doing? alice asked i gave her a quick shrug.
i wonder if bella is thirsty jacob thought
"excuse me" he dicho if there was such thing as a kind vampire it would be this gental leader.
he was so true carslie was great.
he just stood there staring at her thinking about all the bella things it was nice to read what he saw ontil he really saw her her eyes her swollen face everything that i hated seeing.
bella looked up at rose and rose emedently got it she reached on the floor nd picked a bucket witch bella threw up in this was más then i could bare she was going to peaces and there was nothing i could do about it she was deing right here infront of my eyes. i calasped on to my kneess.
"sorry abput that" bella muttered she was apoligizing for deing. i groaned real quite
"bella are tu alright" he came and sat por me ignoring me completly and took her haand in his "whats wrong?"
"im so glad tu came to see me to día jacob" refrase im so glad tu came to see me before i died i moaned again inot the blanket and bella stroked my cheeck.
"what is it?"
"help me up rose?" bella asked i snapped my head up what was she doing?
"please"
rosalie began to help her and i had to clench my arms to stop me from pushing rose and getting bella to lie back down. she was allready to weak and the mutt didn`t know about it any way. but bella wonted this so it wasn`t my choise. again.
"no dont get up" jacob whispered
"im answering your queastion" she snapped she allways talks to me like this he laughed in his thoughts.
what head i done i leaned foward ontil i was on the almohada were bella had just been a moment hace i was killing her. and everyone knew it.
i just listerned to the thoughts of someone i have hated for ages jacob black.
rosalie helped bella of the couche edward
stayed were he was staggering foward ontil his face was burried
in the cushiones. the blanket just fell to the floor at bellas feet
bella body was swollon and sticking out in a strange sick
way it strayed against her it was well to big for her shoulders and arms. the rest of her seamed thinner like the bulge was what it had sucked from her. it took me a while to understand it wasnt untill she folder her arms over it one above one bellow like she was craderling it.
but it still didnt make sense i had just seen her a mes hace and she couldn`t be pregnat not that pregnat.
except she was.
i didn`t wont to think about this about him inside her the thing i hated the most taking over the body i loved.
i couldn`t listern to his mind anymore it was sick.. i just flicked back in a while later and heard something that was true that i would never disagree.
a monster just like its farther i allways new he would kill her.
my head snapped up we were both on our knees ontil i was towering him
"outside now jacob" i snapped.
he jumped up and and was taller this time
"lets do this" he agreed with me. but not for the same reasons
we were sat on the plaine bella was quite i was just staring at her. what was she thinking? was she mad at me? we sat there her on a seperate asiento then me did she wont to touch me? i wouldn`t if i was her.
why didn`t i leave her with jacob black he could look after her he wouldn`t have done this to her. im so stupid.
she looked awfull allready what was that thing doing to her? i hated it allready it was herting her. well a little longer a little longer i kept telling my self we were nearly there. i was losing my mind.
as we walked to meet them she was quite yet again she kept her distance. it was only a short warlk ontil we saw them all stood there lookin worried. we kept warlking to them and only rose made any mover to aprouche us. i shot her warning glances but she ignored me and went straight to bella and hugged her? what was happerning. i did something i hated doing. read rosas mind. tu have no idea do you? she wonts to keep it edward she wonts the baby and i am going to help her have it no matter what tu think she phoned me and asked for my help. your not going to kill it edward.
how could i miss this? she wonted it she wonted to keep the thing that is going to hert her. why?
we reached the car bella already asleep "do tu mind if i ride with rose carslie to and alice/ i need a word with tu all" they looked confused "please"
"of corse we will take bella" esme dicho carm of corse she had no idea what was going to happen now.
i was going to kill rose.
we walked to the car silent i slid into the back asiento siguiente to her she looked scared. good.
as soon as the door was closed it began. i turned on her.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE tu THINKING" i roard.
"its not my choise it hers " she sounded smug
"WHAT IF SHE DIES HAVE tu THOUGHT ABOUT THAT? WHAT IF SHE DIES!!! i was on the verge of losing it and they knew it.
"that would be most umforchinate wouldn`t it" i was going to kill her. the car stopped i pushed her out she was going to regret this. but as soon as i was in my crouch.
"EDWARD STOP THIS ISNT RIGHT SHE IS YOUR SISTER tu CARNT DO THIS" carslie dicho right behind me .
"but she is going to die carslie i can hear it in everyones thought she is going to die and she" i jabbed my finger in rosas direnction " is going to help her" i broke down on my knees everything i have been fighting for was going to be taken away from me and i didnt know what els to do? i felt a hand on my shoulders
"edward what am i ment to do?" carslie asked
"get it out of her i dont care what it takes just get that thing out of her now i ddont care what it costs me i dont care if she hates me i dont care if she leaves me. i care if she`s seguro i care if she is alive" i got up and ran inicial it was only a few minutos away and i need time to carm down bella would be awake soon.
and she was she was lay on the coach in rosalies arms rosalie tellin her it would be allright that she would be safe. rosalie and not me.
i walked siguiente to her "bella what are tu doing?"
"what do tu mean" she sounded so weak i had to keep carm
"i mean what are tu doing tu know whats going to happen dont you? what might happen to you?"
"yes" she whispered.
"then why?"
"edward this is your child our child i am not going to kill it when who knows what will"-
"exactly who knows what will happen both of tu could-could" i stopped i couldn`t thinj it about her i wouldn`t.
days passed we hardly spoke i would lie siguiente to her play with her hair but keep her from looking in my eyes. she would see what this was doing to me she already had her bulg it was only going to be a matter of a mes o less then that she belived that she would servive this i hopped she was right. he might already be able to hear me so
surprise was out jacob had already heard we were back and he was here. great.
"jacobs on his way in" i told them as i watched bellas face lighten the dull a moment later. hm.
"i will go greet him" carslie dicho and walked to the front door."hello jacob"
xarslie sounded carm. he was good at hiding it " how are tu today?"
jacob took a deap breath. the smell. and waited for the rest.
i was dissapointed it was carslie who answered the door i would much rather it was edward who answerd fangs out carslie was just so human it was hard to think that i wad going to kill him if i had the chance.
he was planning to kill us. that didn`t sound so bad for me.
"i heard bella made it back alive" he said. ha barly.
"er jacob could we do this later this isnt the best time"
was he asking to prospone the death match
"why wont he let him in?" bella asked
"bella tu not in the"-
is that bella oh i amor her i amor her.
"why not are we keeping secrets from jacob too whats the point?"
he heard it then the sound of the routhness in her voise how it cracked. how it wasnt bellas voise anymore. he thought she was a newborn he was trying to think back to the time when they were fighting in the field with them. its not what he was expecting.
"come on in jacob" bella called más loudly for him to hear he could hear fine
edward what is she doing? alice asked i gave her a quick shrug.
i wonder if bella is thirsty jacob thought
"excuse me" he dicho if there was such thing as a kind vampire it would be this gental leader.
he was so true carslie was great.
he just stood there staring at her thinking about all the bella things it was nice to read what he saw ontil he really saw her her eyes her swollen face everything that i hated seeing.
bella looked up at rose and rose emedently got it she reached on the floor nd picked a bucket witch bella threw up in this was más then i could bare she was going to peaces and there was nothing i could do about it she was deing right here infront of my eyes. i calasped on to my kneess.
"sorry abput that" bella muttered she was apoligizing for deing. i groaned real quite
"bella are tu alright" he came and sat por me ignoring me completly and took her haand in his "whats wrong?"
"im so glad tu came to see me to día jacob" refrase im so glad tu came to see me before i died i moaned again inot the blanket and bella stroked my cheeck.
"what is it?"
"help me up rose?" bella asked i snapped my head up what was she doing?
"please"
rosalie began to help her and i had to clench my arms to stop me from pushing rose and getting bella to lie back down. she was allready to weak and the mutt didn`t know about it any way. but bella wonted this so it wasn`t my choise. again.
"no dont get up" jacob whispered
"im answering your queastion" she snapped she allways talks to me like this he laughed in his thoughts.
what head i done i leaned foward ontil i was on the almohada were bella had just been a moment hace i was killing her. and everyone knew it.
i just listerned to the thoughts of someone i have hated for ages jacob black.
rosalie helped bella of the couche edward
stayed were he was staggering foward ontil his face was burried
in the cushiones. the blanket just fell to the floor at bellas feet
bella body was swollon and sticking out in a strange sick
way it strayed against her it was well to big for her shoulders and arms. the rest of her seamed thinner like the bulge was what it had sucked from her. it took me a while to understand it wasnt untill she folder her arms over it one above one bellow like she was craderling it.
but it still didnt make sense i had just seen her a mes hace and she couldn`t be pregnat not that pregnat.
except she was.
i didn`t wont to think about this about him inside her the thing i hated the most taking over the body i loved.
i couldn`t listern to his mind anymore it was sick.. i just flicked back in a while later and heard something that was true that i would never disagree.
a monster just like its farther i allways new he would kill her.
my head snapped up we were both on our knees ontil i was towering him
"outside now jacob" i snapped.
he jumped up and and was taller this time
"lets do this" he agreed with me. but not for the same reasons
hola twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release fecha for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction fecha not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is dicho that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the corazón which will stop beating soon, the corazón which was the reason for me to live, the corazón which she had dado to me to keep seguro just like how I had dado her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the corazón which will stop beating soon, the corazón which was the reason for me to live, the corazón which she had dado to me to keep seguro just like how I had dado her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what tu think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what tu think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when tu say one of the comentarios -and you've probably dicho one of the comentarios más then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure tu can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do tu think tu can fill, comentario below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what tu think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure tu can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do tu think tu can fill, comentario below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what tu think please.
So these are, por far, my favorito! frases from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I amor you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I amor you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD