Renesmee's POV
Today is my first o last día with Jacob, still to be decided.
See I am a unique person, I was conceived, carried and delivered por my mother whilst she was human and my father as a vampire, (I very nearly killed her, but my father saved her life por turning her), And that was when I met him... "My Jacob", we've been together everyday since I was born, I saw him as my big brother,protector... but now my feelings have changed towards him. I have started to notice him in a completely different light, I find his smile,eyes,russet coloured skin, smell irrestible. I catch myself just staring at him all the time, practically hyperventilating, wondering what it would feel like to have his big strong arms wrapped around me, his warm, beautiful lips pressed against mine and running my fingers through his lovely, long, thick hair, running my hands across his stunning muscles (oh man... those muscles), but how do I tell him that I feel this way? How do I tell him that the amor I have for him has changed from the sisterly amor I've always felt?. I'm almost certain that his feelings have changed also, but I could be just deluding myself, which is possible, for he hasn't dicho anything to me about how he feels towards me. Well I'm just going to have to confront him and tell him how I feel....hopefully he feels the same way. We'll soon find out, He's picking me up from school this afternoon and what better time to ask him, Wish me luck. I'll keep tu informed
Jacob's POV.
I wish I could tell Nessie how I feel towards her, gone are the days that I just saw her as a little sister. Here are the days I see her as something more. I'm in amor with her, she is my life,my soul and my sun. I want to spend the rest of my life making sure she is happy. Every time she looks at me with those beautiful chocolate eyes, the way her bronze coloured hair shines in the sun, her skin sparkles in certain lights, I'm fighting the urge to just pull her into my arms, kiss her beautiful lips until she's breathless, tell her that I want to feel her warm body against mine in EVERY, SINGLE, POSSIBLE WAY forever. But how do I tell her this?? how do I tell my Nessie that I am in amor with her? Not as a sister but as my soulmate. I know that I've never had any problems with my openness o confidence before, so why start now. Ah ha! I'm picking her up after school and I'll have her all to myself maybe, just maybe I'll tell her then...But what if she doesn't want me the same way as I want her? what if she just wants to leave things as they are? I don't think I could cope with her rejection. I know that I have imprinted on her and that she was meant for me but... oh well I'll find out soon enough. I'll let tu know how it went...
Today is my first o last día with Jacob, still to be decided.
See I am a unique person, I was conceived, carried and delivered por my mother whilst she was human and my father as a vampire, (I very nearly killed her, but my father saved her life por turning her), And that was when I met him... "My Jacob", we've been together everyday since I was born, I saw him as my big brother,protector... but now my feelings have changed towards him. I have started to notice him in a completely different light, I find his smile,eyes,russet coloured skin, smell irrestible. I catch myself just staring at him all the time, practically hyperventilating, wondering what it would feel like to have his big strong arms wrapped around me, his warm, beautiful lips pressed against mine and running my fingers through his lovely, long, thick hair, running my hands across his stunning muscles (oh man... those muscles), but how do I tell him that I feel this way? How do I tell him that the amor I have for him has changed from the sisterly amor I've always felt?. I'm almost certain that his feelings have changed also, but I could be just deluding myself, which is possible, for he hasn't dicho anything to me about how he feels towards me. Well I'm just going to have to confront him and tell him how I feel....hopefully he feels the same way. We'll soon find out, He's picking me up from school this afternoon and what better time to ask him, Wish me luck. I'll keep tu informed
Jacob's POV.
I wish I could tell Nessie how I feel towards her, gone are the days that I just saw her as a little sister. Here are the days I see her as something more. I'm in amor with her, she is my life,my soul and my sun. I want to spend the rest of my life making sure she is happy. Every time she looks at me with those beautiful chocolate eyes, the way her bronze coloured hair shines in the sun, her skin sparkles in certain lights, I'm fighting the urge to just pull her into my arms, kiss her beautiful lips until she's breathless, tell her that I want to feel her warm body against mine in EVERY, SINGLE, POSSIBLE WAY forever. But how do I tell her this?? how do I tell my Nessie that I am in amor with her? Not as a sister but as my soulmate. I know that I've never had any problems with my openness o confidence before, so why start now. Ah ha! I'm picking her up after school and I'll have her all to myself maybe, just maybe I'll tell her then...But what if she doesn't want me the same way as I want her? what if she just wants to leave things as they are? I don't think I could cope with her rejection. I know that I have imprinted on her and that she was meant for me but... oh well I'll find out soon enough. I'll let tu know how it went...
Stephenie Meyer
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutos later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask tu something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do tu think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him por the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! vampiros and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! tu may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few minutos later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask tu something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do tu think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him por the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! vampiros and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! tu may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, envolver, abrigo it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, envolver, abrigo it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
